Alicialala!♥

122.

2011-12-02T20:34:00.001+08:00

29/11/2011♥P/S: Life's great with you around.

121.

2011-11-15T23:55:00.001+08:00

你千万不要再招惹别人哭，所有错误从我这里落幕，别跟着我铭心刻骨。明天开始，这一切都结束。
Thought that the song is very meaningful! Haven't been doing much for the past 2 weeks of my holidays anyway. Just lazing around and doing some work here and there. More busy days coming up! Open House, cca camp and gotta plan dates to go out with my lovelies! Oh 11-11-11 just passed but I guess the only thing that is special is the date :/ I actually kind of like life like this, not really stressful and going at my own pace. The only thing that's bothering me is thinking too much when I've no one to talk to at night and I can't sleep... Other than that life's good!

Joyjoy! I know you still read my blog sometimes so I posted a photo of us! Luv ya <3
I really need to move on with my life since you are already far away. Must have the faith that things will be better from now on!

120.

2011-10-26T20:50:00.000+08:00

I'm back again! Exams ended two weeks ago and I'm enjoying life now! Tomorrow's the last day of school, but there's still extra lesson and stuff. Have been enjoying time with my girls, my classmates and friends! Life's good like this. Got back results and they are pretty okay I guess. Should be getting back report book tomorrow. Finished two dramas in this 2 weeks too! Find them very meaningful! Gonna start posting bout the pictures I have with me since it's the holidays soon!

Secret Garden! Hyun Bin looks so handsome and is so sweet in the role inside the drama! This drama is about how a stuntwoman and a CEO met each other by accident and things got complicated when their bodies switched! It gets more and more interesting towards the end! I remembered it was very sad nearing to the end.. But I still like the show very much!

“I’m thinking of doing everything now, including this stupid act of waiting for someone in front of their house so you should do the same. You have no thoughts of becoming the little mermaid, so that’s why I’ll be come the little mermaid instead. I’ll be right next to you as if I am not there and disappear like foam. So right now, I am the one shamelessly hanging on to you.” – Joo Won
“All around the world there are 230 countries, and among those people I can speak 5 languages. Nevertheless, I can’t find the exact word to define our relationship.” – Joo Won
“And the Little Mermaid turned into a bubble and disappeared.” - Gil Ra Im

Love you! At first I was a little hesitant in watching the show because my mind was still on Secret Garden. But I never regretted watching it cause it's very meaningful too! Sad at times, but some comedy too! Like it very much too!

"不是没一句 “对不起”都能换来一句“没关系"
"人生没有走投无路的时候，也没有过不去的事情，只有过不去的心情。放弃也是另一个开始。"
“对过去的事物在想念又怎么样？太阳还不是照样升起。”
"你要记得，就算忘了自己的名字，也要记得到时候时间一到，你们就什么都不是了。"
“不能实现的承诺,当初为什么要开口？”
" 为什么会这样？我做错了什么？明明前一秒还好好的，为什么下一秒，就全部都变了？"
"分手的理由是假的，但分手是真的。"

I guess I will start with packing my table and filing up my stuff so I can make full use of this holiday to catch up on my studies! Maybe I shall start watching another new drama but I need to keep in mind that I have to get back to my books soon! Haven't touched them for 2weeks already!

Will be back soon with photos!

119.

2011-09-09T22:32:00.003+08:00

Pretty long since I came back to this little space of mine, constantly tell myself that I have to update it, but it's pretty hard to find time... Probably when the final year exams are over I'll be able to update more often!

These few months were kinda the best days of the year, but well, good things don't last, and it's okay, time to move on! Trying hard to put my focus on studies, anything else can come later. Tired of being disappointed time and time again, this time I'm really going to pick myself up! I know it won't be easy and it won't be fast, but I'll try. Enough of being stuck in the past, time to wake up!

I have so many other things to be happy about actually! BIRTHDAY IN A WEEK! :) So excited for it, I guess it'll be a great day. Will have a good celebration and I'll finally be fifteeeeen! Mooncake festival coming up too! Feel that this year is moving a little too fast, most likely due to the mundane school work I face everyday.. Soon soon! And I can have a good break before facing the Os.

Heart heart heart's so jet lag~Till then! Catch me on tumblr!

118.

2011-07-15T01:20:00.001+08:00

Pretty long since I logged into blogger and it changed soooo much!

Holiday ended quite some time ago, and I think I spent it pretty well. Got a good rest at least I guess! Anyway, back to school, week 3 is ending.. By days it seems so slow, looking back it feels like yesterday was still the holidays! Suddenly have the urge to update because I'm so awake although it's 1230 and there's school tomorrow. FRIDAY! FINALLY! Quite busy these few weeks, although it's just the start of the term.. Anyway, I don't think my life is going be interesting for the next few weeks till 15sept. Tied down by remedial for 4 subjects, so everyday's probably just gonna be about school. And more of it. Anyway, when remedials end on 15sept, I can have double celebration!! 16th sept's the day ^^

I know I'm always saying this, but I do have pictures and days to talk about, just that I keep dragging them and eventually I don't update it. Probably will try my best to talk bout' those days soon, most of those days are during the recent holiday.

Anyway, life's been pretty good too. The only times I remember I didn't feel happy was cause of mostly studies. At first I thought July would be pretty bad, but it's getting better than I expected! Have to constantly keep in mind that overthinking will only make matters worse. I've decided to just go with let things happen as it will, not gonna ponder too much about it anymore!

One of the reasons why I'm suddenly updating this space is cause of the tests I had today. Was pretty scared, cause I really couldn't study both geography and chemistry together. I was better after all the encouragements from those around me. I really want to thank those around me for all those encouragements. Today would have been worse if not for you all. Although with the preparation, encouragements and determination to do well, I still screwed up the tests. It's alright, I guess I will do better another time.

So, before I end.. HI DARREN WEE. I know you're reading this. And you're the one who reminded me that it's close to one month that I haven't updated. I'm gonna try sleeping now so please don't kill me for sleeping so lateee oppsss.. Hopefully I will be back soon! Till then!

One of the most awesome covers I heard ♥

"Remember what should be remembered and forget what should be forgotten. Alter what is changeable, and accept what is mutable."

117.

2011-06-21T23:11:00.007+08:00

I don't see many people talking about the red moon! Although it was already a few days back, on Thursday early morning at about 0330, I still feel like talking about it! Just a very brief background info about it

Background info.
It is the first of two total lunar eclipses in 2011, the second would occur on December 10.
A lunar eclipse occurs, when the Earth comes between the Sun and Moon in a straight line on a full Moon night. The alignment blocks sunrays, which casts a shadow over the Moon.
As the Moon moves deeper and deeper into the Earth's shadow, it would change its colour from gray to an orange or deep shade of red. This is a rare event.
Source: x

I remembered that night, it was going to rain soon, thus I couldn't see the moon! :( So.... I went online to see the live image of it instead! It's better than nothing right! Spam screenshot of it cause I feel that it's very prettyyy.

When it's going into the lunar eclipse period...

At 3:30am...

At 3:37am...

I didn't stay up till 5am+ to finish seeing the full Lunar Eclipse because I had something on later in the day... But I found a pretty good video from youtube!

So.. anyway I still think that the Lunar Eclipse is pretty interesting! I've always liked seeing all these kind of things, although it might not mean that much to others. Since all these are kind of like once in a blue moon thing, might as well catch it!

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At least that's more interesting than my usual few mundane topic about school. Can't believe 3 weeks of holidays passed so fast, but I guess I somehow enjoyed it. June is a pretty good month! As usual, have piccys with me but I will take some time to compile everything up together and post about it. Just realised that I'm quite inconsistent in blogging this year, or maybe consistent in posting about once a few weeks (opps!) Will try to dedicate more time on blogger although school work seem almost never-ending.... Oh well! Gonna continue to achieve my goal of finishing all the h/w this time round, have a good holiday!

116.

2011-06-05T01:02:00.043+08:00

I'm back after a long time, nearly a month? Got back results etc, holidays now, kinda enjoying it! Trying to finish up my h/w by the end of week2. Life's so boring, school and more of it. Didn't do well for this SA1 as expected, but I'm gonna work harder! I can't really remember everything I did for the past month, and I dont have alot of piccys with me, except those in my ipod that I'm gonna put in random!

Smiggle stuff! So pretttyyy awesome <3

IoI pearl milk tea!
Didn't drink it for about two weeks alr! Read about the news about the Taiwan ingredients stuff,
I guess it is still pretty safe to drink it in Singapore?
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/1132965/1/.html

Shopped at town a few days back with mum! Wanna shop more, it's GSS noww ohyeah.

Ok I'm bored from studying :(

That's pretty much the photos I have! Can vaguely remember studying with joy, xinying, jieying, dreidel, liying the last two weeks or so after exams at the library! Great time spent! Also mario kart at joy's house after the last paper, she videoed us playing while we were playing it and it's reallyyy mad! Also one of the afternoon assembly playing captain's ball with 2E3, 3E2 won but the most important point is that we bonded pretty much! Past v.s. present this year didn't take many photos, but had a good time too! I remember playing truth or dare, and after that I got scared like shitz due to some stuff ZZZ!

Anyway, I wanna make sure this holiday is well spent! Gonna start planning outings with several groups of people! Miss them so much. Wanling & YingJie, SiXuan & Sheila & WanHan, SiuHui & Huiqi! 3E2 class outing in the planning, hope it will be successful! And gonna revise back the topics that I'm unsure of for the subjects, I will meet my aim this time round! Gonna get back to doing english(yes at this time), will be back really soon I guess!

Piggggyyyy!

2011-05-09T00:34:00.001+08:00

Everyone I talk to is just another not you, makes me wonder how we're so far apart.

- The Wanted, Replace your heart.

Got a little bored so did that collage up there! Left with Emaths Paper 2 and Amaths paper! I'm disappointed with how I did for almost all the papers. Oh well just have to deal with it. Really dread the results though. Studying at the library tomorrow! Gdnight :)

P/S: George Yeo. Respect.

114.

2011-04-30T01:39:00.004+08:00

The Royal Wedding of Prince William &Catherine Middleton

The whole wedding is like a fairytale come true.
Charming Prince, Beautiful Princess, Grand Ceremony, crowd, state carriage!
WHERE'S MY PRINCE!! HAHAHA!
Anyway it was really sweet too, but I fell asleep after listening to the speeches and didn't get to see the kiss!! RAWR!
"I'd advise women to stop watching. This Wedding will make yours look like shit." -@TommyWee
^ Shows how amazing The Royal Wedding is!

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It's 0131 and I'm tired but I can't sleep. I have so much to revise for the next 3days yet I did nothing today!!! Anyway 3 subjects down, alot more to go! I'm guess I did try my best for the past 3 days and I'm going to continue working hard!!! More of the major papers next week I hope I can do well!!! I shall go sleep now so I won't be tired during tuition tmrw. (oh and I saw chocho today! so unexpected yezz i was shocked!)

GOODNIGHT!♥

113.

2011-04-24T21:51:00.001+08:00

OH? HEHEHE YOUUUUUU!

That kind of made my day it's so cute haha! Have been spending my past 3 days of weekend+holiday studying, glad to say it was kind of productive! 2.5 more weeks and I will get to enjoy my life woohoo! :)

Hey there. If you happen to see this I just wanna tell you I hope my decision is the best for both of us and I thank you for being with me for the past few weeks. Short period of time but it did leave me with a good memory. I'm sure your life will be so much better even without me, stay happy :)

112.

2011-04-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

All the games you played,
the promises you made,
couldn't finish what you started,
only darkness still remains.

So busy with preparing for SA1 recently!!! So much to do and I just recovered from being sick :( But I guess I'm still having great time during lessons and stuff with my dear friends. This friendship will last!! :) We got our class tshirt too! YAY! Can't wait for SA1 to be over so it will be time to have fun! REALLY CAN'T WAIT!!! Oh and not forgetting... GOOD JOB TO SWISS BOWLING CDIV! :) You all did well!!

Gonna spend tmrw studying I guess, shall go sleep now!!!

My life's still great without you, you don't have to keep coming back to me when I'm already moving forward. Let's face it, whatever you said are most probably lies, and you don't have to continue them. Friends, it shall be.

111.

2011-04-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

SA1's coming soon, gotta work hard!

110.

2011-03-27T23:23:00.002+08:00

Picture quality isn't very good cause I used my ipod but HEY im back :)

Today's sunday, tomorrow's monday! Aww :( Weekend passed by so fast. Haven't been back for some time cause school just started + really busy with alot of stuff to complete + too tireeed.

I guess this phase of my life is pretty interesting. So much happened over the last 16 days. So easily someone stepping into my life and left so soon, Johor trip with the school, random fun moments in school with my lovely girls, realising so much more about people around me. I kind of love school now cause I love the times spent with the girls, having fun and all. Although flooded with tests, we still enjoy ourselves at times ^^ Not forgetting going for a run with Joy & Dreidel on Friday cause 2.4km run is coming up!

Another significant day was the Johor trip. Have photos on hand and they should be up in the next update :) One whole day spent together and I think we really bonded alot! LOVE YA GIRLS <3 Besides them, all others that stood by me, thank you people :) I'm slowly picking myself up again, and of course I'm putting my focus on studies since mid year papers are coming up soon...

As usual, my bad habit, looking back on past stuff. I find my blog posts hilarious last time! Considering how things have changed. Chat logs.... Brings back memories. Positively and negatively. Oh well. I guess when you think someone has changed, it's just that they are no longer who you wanted them to be, I can't deny, my-used-to-be-good-friend, you were a nice person :) Let's just take things as, things change.. for the BETTER.

And I realised I should update more often! I really loved reading back on how my life was in the past etc, although I think I was more retarded HAHA. I shall say my life revolves around my school and friends, everyday almost the same old routine, doing similar things over and over again. But HEY! I can say I am more or less happy with my life now :)

Lastly....

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SANDRA! ♥

Sorry that this is the only most recent photo I can find of us!!! HEY MY OLD ONE! Love you so much okay! HAPPY BELATED 16TH BIRTHDAY! You're always there for me, giving me advices, telling me to not give up ^^ Gossipssssss sessions with you ahh AWESOME! You're really a great senior/friend to me and I am glad to have known you! From the first day I started talking to you till now, YOU ARE STILL AS AWESOME AS EVER! I will miss you when you step down :( Cannot forget me ok!!!

And it's your o's this year so work hard!! I will be waiting to see your name on the screen okay! Though I cant be there for you that often anymore, please remember I will always be here if you need anyone! All the best for the year ahead and STAY HAPPYY!! :D And stay strong no matter, cause there are lots of people around you... like ME! :p I'm at loss of words, (too much to tell you perhaps :P) but just remember... YOUR YOUNG ONE LOVES YOU ALOT!♥

Gonna go off now! School tomorrow and have a good week ahead everyone :)

Just when you think you know someone, you really don't.

2011-03-11T00:22:00.002+08:00

So much have been happening in my life recently that I reallyy dont have time to update this little space of mine...

Common tests... CCA... And everything...

So tired I really need a rest and YESSSS March Holidays are coming up but still have so much to do... Tmrw's last day of term1 anddd there's sports day in the afternoon and school in the morning -_- Anyway was browsing through my photo albums and I have got so many memories and I miss them :( Ah well I kinda enjoy my present life. To a certain extend :)

So I'm leaving with a picture I found... And will be back really soon. This phase of my life is probably another more memorable month. Positively and negatively :)

1E2'09 Second half of the year.

I know it's really random! Life was really so much more carefree then and things were so much simpler too. Oh well, we have to accept the changes in our lives, for the better I guess :)

108.

2011-02-25T00:02:00.002+08:00

Life has been so busy recently. Mostly revolving around school and more school. :( Having great fun with the girls in my class though! We're pretty bonded I say. Gossipy gossipy! Common tests just ended too. Got back some results and they aren't up to expectations though.. At least I'm hoping no C's. So much happened recently too. Domino effect. Not very nice I say. Thanks to those close ones standing by me, & I know all these wont end that soon either.

Oh well. March holidays soon. Time to reflect on the crazy number of mistakes I've made for just this two months.

Monday. Everything was so different last year. The feeling you bring when you enter the place. No doubt about how much I missed that day last year, remembering what I told myself from then til even now for a year. Yet everything just slipped off like that, just like that. Since I've made my decision I shouldn't regret and just accept it cause it's not okay for me to be so selfish to the people around me. Chances come and go, and this time I guess I just lost it.

All the best to all those taking part in Nationals! Girls you can do it! :) Swiss bowling ftw!

2011-02-14T23:43:00.003+08:00

WHEN TWO PEOPLE ARE MEANT FOR EACH OTHER, NO TIME IS TOO LONG, NO DISTANCE IS TOO FAR, AND NO ONE CAN EVER TEAR THEM APART.

Happy Valentine's Day people♥

106.

2011-02-05T00:14:00.076+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRR!
Past two days of CNY have been pretty good I say! Didn't really visited alot of places and I cant believe it's only like 4/5 days and school's gonna start again.... stress grr!

So on cny's eve I had a great awesome STEAMBOAT for Reunion Dinner over at my godmum's house! Had an awesome time there although I was pretty tired that day... And my cousin's wife helped me to paint my nails! Simple pale pink and I'm loving it!♥ Thanks!

First day of CNY went over to my grandpa's house and my aunt's house! Mostly just waiting for ppl to go to my grandpa's house and stuff. Pretty fun during poker! Laughed alot. Spent the day rather fulfilling, only thing was that I didn't do any work....

Second day of CNY kinda stayed at home for the whole day while my cousins came over. Went to uncle's house at night for a short while. I'm reaaally sleepy I dont know why! It's almost 2am alrd I know, but I still wanna try completing another assignment or something...

Me with cousins!

KINDER BUENO! Yumyum.

Okay I should go off now! Out for whole day tomorrow and I guess I'm gonna have a great great time with more pictures too! OH random but bigbangtheory is awesome teehee! ENDING OFF WITH A PICTURE OF ME AND MY DARLING, WANHAN!♥♥♥

Hey pretty girl I love youuu to the maximum! Am glad to have such a great friend like you, and you are definitely one, no doubts! (Thanks yingsuan for helping us take the photo too!)

P/S: HEY kwtz. Pls dont be angry/jealous okay! Not good to be angry during cny. SMILE wide wide cause you have me! Whee. :)

105.

2011-01-30T23:44:00.003+08:00

That's me with my specs for you----

I HAVE BEEN REALLY BUSY FOR THE PAST TWO WEEKS!!!!!
Basically with schoolwork. Mundane routine of school almost everyday, even weekends spent on studying! HOW SAD ):

And I really didnt have time to update, cause I put more time on Tumblr when I go online. Anyway so many things happened for the 14days I cant really remember them clearly so I'm gonna list out everything that comes to my mind!

I have h/w to do EVERYDAY without fail, and dismissal time at 0220 makes things worse. Cause I'm usually too tired to do anything when I reach home. End of the day = The very tired me.
I'm mostly very sleepy in class, although I try my best to keep myself awake. Every lesson is just like so important.

I love my friends in my class, very much! They are sooo nice. ♥

I'm down with flu, sorethroat, occasionally fever now... Didn't go to school on Friday and Dreidel helped me to collect my h/w! Thanks so much!

Kinda stayed up to do up all my h/w last night. From 8subjs done til 2subjs. I LIKE (Y)

I have my CA english- 5 mindmaps and exposition writting to do. I'm still stuck at the second mindmap, people told me that I really wrote alot.....

My life is REALLY BORING cause it's practically all filled with everything related to school!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SERENEEEEEE!♥ (29JAN)

Some pretty complicating stuff actually happened recently, things that I expected to happen. Situation is more stable now I guess. That promise :)

Went to town to shop yesterday and got stuffs from F21 and etc, love it!

I kind of like the cooling weather for the past few days! The freeflow of rain!! Although inconvenient too.

I still haven't started watching Big Bang Theory after saying that I want to watch it a week ago!!!

I actually kind of anticipate CNY!!! Well that is after I survive the two days of school first.

So I shall hope for these two days to be gone FASTTTTT! Have to get back to my mindmaps now. Find me at facebook etc for more updates. BACK WHENEVER I HAVE TIME!!!!

Ending off with a sweet song. X.

P/s: Hi bad boii, I'm sottish girl!!! :))

104.

2011-01-16T01:07:00.004+08:00

Tornado Meets Volcano
It’s hard when personalities clash. Two lefts don’t make a right, but opposites do attract. No matter how many times we can argue and fight, at the end of the day, it’s still you and me. As dangerous as both our personalities are, we will always make something beautiful. However, as far as this can get, we're staying like this, and it doesn't seem that bad afterall. I guess.

102.

2011-01-09T23:02:00.004+08:00

若那一刻重来我不哭,让他知道我可以很好。

I love that song!(Btw the english subtitles aren't really accurate) Also that drama that is shown in the vid. ♥ Completed that drama sometime last week, and I think it's really awesome. Although I wish that it can be longer! Really touching and highly recommended!!!

Anyway... First week of school ended! Seriously damn fast. But hectic in a way or another too. Dismissal times are earlier for now, but I really can't imagine how I will survive lessons till 2.20pm when it is back to normal. So much to know after every lesson.. Not much homework but have been self studying whenever I have time + not tired. Slowly getting used to getting up early I guess...

Well, new class, new people, new teachers. New seating plan too!! :\ It's still pretty awkward although Joy's behind me.. Anyhow, the class isn't that bad overall, teachers are still ok-ok and I like the fact that my class is the first to have a facebook grp across the level! Made a few new(?) friends! Glad to be able to close with some of them, although we don't really have alot of time to spend with each other.. Oh and I still keep running back to my other friends! :\ As expected.. Guess it's time I should start to settle down in my class and everything.

Usual school routine everyday, don't really have much to say.. Basically wake up, school, sometimes interesting lessons, mostly boring ones, lots to take note of from the lessons, back home, more studying, spend some time online, sleep. So boring! ): Oh btw the weather has been so cold these few days! Especially at nights and mornings. I want a hug now! :p

Won't be updating that often but do check back for updates!! Hopefully my life will get more interesting soon. Anyway goodluck to all taking their olvl results tomorrow!! Gotta start packing for school tomorrow now... Nights!

Sometimes, the smallest things take up the most room in your heart. -Winnie The Pooh

101.

2011-01-03T22:28:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL TOMORROW.

Everyone is whining about school starting...
No more late nights/No more waking up after 12pm so often/Facing books and words everyday/Going through the mundane routine over and over again/Mugging for tests and etc.

Actually it isn't very exciting to start school right!! ): Furthermore I'm kinda worried about my class next year. It'll be pretty weird on the first few days too I suppose. And I kinda worried about meeting new friends and etc! Ok I think I will end up running back to my friends in other classes. Arrrr. Well just hope that things go right and I'll be able to bond well with my class and have a great year(or two).

On the brighter side, this is like kinda new start, a whole new two years. Probably I am gonna enjoy my times with this class much more? Or maybe it's a good change for me? With a higher level brings more stress in too but ohwell. Studies is more or less my top priority now, really hope that the class that I'll be in will be great...

I have my table packed (oh yes finally with all the sec3 books), completed almost all my homework, got everything ready probably except a new pencilcase(recommendations for a place which sells nice ones?), bought a new everlast PINK bag(love it lots) so.... I have to go pack my bag now!!!

OK I hope things go well tomorrow for me, and for you people also! ♥

∞ happiness okay?

100.

2011-01-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

HELLO 2011! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

(FYI THIS IS MY 100TH POST ON THIS BLOG WHOOYAY) I don't have much time to really do up on my resolutions and thanks and everything, but I am really happy to have spent this year meaningfully, spent with great people! Really lots of thanks to all those who stood by me during bad times and enjoying happy times together with me, tolerating my nonsense and everything. THANK YOUU!!!

Anyway I just hope that I'll be happy, and definitely also the people around me. Hoping that things won't be that bad as this year, and that I will be able to concentrate on whatever I am supposed to do more, treat those who deserved to be treat better, ignore those who don't deserve my care. Do well in my studies, give my best in everything I do :))))

And to everything/anyone that I have done wrong to this year, I will make sure that I don't repeat my mistakes again. Thanks to people who are able to forgive those little mistakes that I have made. I do forgive people for what they had done wrong, although I might not forget them. But still! Let bygones be bygones :)

Also I can't deny this year, I drifted from people whom I was once close to, got closer to people whom I never really expected to be so important to me now. Afterall, alot of things changes in a year. Next year, I'm gonna meet new people too, and changes are gonna occur again. Let's just hope everything will change for the better at least!

WISHING ALL THAT YOU WILL HAVE A GREAT YEAR (ME TOO OBVIOUSLY :p) AND SPECIALLY TO THOSE CLOSE ONES, LOVE YA PEOPLE! <3

AND CHEERS, TO A NEW CHAPTER IN OUR LIVES!

99.

2010-12-31T22:36:00.000+08:00

Second round of photo spam! This time is Sakae with Ying Jie & Wan Ling and 6.11'08 class gathering @ Sentosa. We had a great time at Sentosa although we didn't really plan that well. Spent almost our whole afternoon there and I guess we did bond a little! Love playing in the sand and at the water. Had X'mas gift exchange too!! Super nice time spent with them though I was really tired after that long day. Sakae was great with YJ&WL also! We were really full after that and we got an eyore balloon for her! Surprise!
As usual! Only uploading selected photos and more to be found at facebook!

Sakae with YJ&WL: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?fbid=1584521886218&id=1030867756&aid=2075463 (Photo credits to WanLing!)
6.11'08 Class Gathering: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=83508&id=1663523946&l=50bb757b70

Sakae with YJ & WL!

6.11'08 Class Gathering!

Done with almost all the photos I have on hand! Come back at 12am for the first post of 2011!

99.

2010-12-31T01:00:00.004+08:00

As promised!! I'm back with pictures from my holiday trip. Resized and edited a little. There are lots of pictures and after deleting 500plus of them, I have about 1000 of them. And selected ones are gonna be posted below! Really had fun in all those places, did have a good rest too, although I missed my friends like abcdefg on the first few days. And I hardly had wifi to chat with them. But well! This trip made me learn quite alot too, and I think I have changed (hopefully for the better) since I came back, well, not really for me to judge either.
Enjoy the pictures then!

Album 1: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=82139&id=1663523946&l=b16d5c901e
Album 2: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=82150&id=1663523946&l=2094d956a0
Album 3: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=82249&id=1663523946&l=446f0644fb
Album 4: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=82258&id=1663523946&l=b240127821
Album 5: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=82369&id=1663523946&l=8ea6685e29
So if you aren't lazy you can check out all the photos on fb :)

There will be probably another entry on 6.11'08 class gathering and Sakae with YJ and WL soon! Lots of photo spammm! Stay tuned!

98.

2010-12-28T00:01:00.002+08:00

Next stop, Happiness/Autumn's Concerto
Have been spending my nights watching this!!! Super nice drama and really touching too. Apologies for not being able to update often. Have been really busy these few days! Some of the days spent sleeping cause I'm too tired or something too. Will really try to find time though I have things on for the next two days and I have yet to complete my holliday h/w or pack my table!!!

BASICALLY, I HAVE ALOT OF THINGS TO DO BEFORE 2010 ENDS, WHICH IS IN 4 DAYS' TIME!!!

Stay tuned for posts like my overseas trip with family, 6.11'08 Class Gathering @ Sentosa, Fish&Co. and Bugis with SiuHui, Sake with WanLing & YingJie!!!!

Leave question at my formspring/Get updates of me on twitter, facebook or tumblr(link at the side) in the meantime while i try to complete everything in time!

MEERRRY (LATE) X'MAS TOO!♥

Will be in town area tmrw I guess. That's all for now people!! Toodles!

97.

2010-12-22T23:44:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, a pinky promise is all that you need. Really.

Will be back on Friday I hope!!! Have lots of pictures on my hand and gonna have more. 6.11'08 outing tomorrow!!! Totally excited :D

Nights people! Have to go off before 12 cause I pinky promised someone. (Yes I believe in pinky promises ok)

P/S: Dont judge my pinky promise!!!!

96.

2010-12-20T02:26:00.000+08:00

HELLOOOO PEEPS.

I was back in Singapore on Tuesday afternoon but was pretty busy from then till now so didn't get a time to update! And I'm still busy now, meeting up with people, etc. Approx 15 more days till school reopen I think? And I still got alot to do! Have to be sure everything will be done before we welcome 2011.

Anyway please click on the ads at the top and the side if there are any in the meantime! Will start posting about my trip very soon! Should stop sleeping so late so, nights!

Tell me are you feeling strong, strong enough to love someone

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2010-12-13T19:00:00.000+08:00

Arrived in hard rock hotel, Macau yesterday! Havin lots of fun here. I will be back tomorrow!!! Did you people miss me? Will be back in the afternoon or something I guess. Hope life had been good for you people :)

To the infinity...

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2010-12-10T20:00:00.008+08:00

Scheduled Post

Right now I should be somewhere in China, probably enjoying the great weather there.

I wanna thank all those who wished me a good holiday a few days ago! Via sms, twitter, msn, facebook, etc! (And I realised people owe me choco! I seriously didn't remember hahaha. I didnt know posting on fb that I'm going overseas can get that far.) Really love ya people. And those who stayed up/attempted to (hehe), just to keep me entertained.

-click to enlarge!-

Anyway I decided to go look back at my older posts in the other blog (Means you people wont be able to search it up in the archives!)

-13/11/2007
'oh and I DON'T WANT TO PART WITH 5.9...... i don't want to go good class toos:( *sobs* i love 5.9, i don't want to leave luhs. aw, i will miss the fun we had lahs.(:'
Omg I cant believe I talked in that way. At least it wasnt lioke dish. But I can remember how attached I was with my Primary5 class and didn't wanna go to primary6.

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-13/01/2008
'it's like everyday is the same homework homework and more! i am here because i finished my homework, nick in time! i really missed blogging! then the class is quite okhyas, didn't really talk to the boys or what, they are so childish luhs -.- eee.'
So it seems like I didn't like my P6 year initially cause I couldn't handle the homework and stuff. And I can't believe I said that I found those guys in my class childish. Cause I rmbered thinking they were 10X better than those in my sec1 class. But things are different now alrd!

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-22/08/2008
'plan to go to library during holi with sixuan, sheila, wanhan& jialing if they can. we will study uh! anyway, we have become bookwoms during recess, we just read and read. haha.'
So I was a bookworm for some time too? Omg haha can't imagine. That time was really near to psle too. I kinda remember working quite hard for it, but I worked even harder for this year's SA2.

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-24/10/2008
Not gonna quote from that day cause I really dont know how to so all I know it is a fabbb day with my BFFLs watching HSM3 and neoprints and celebrating of SiXuan's birthday! Aww love you people.

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18/12/2008
'Yeah, guess what I goot into Swiss Cottagee! Haha. Well, WanHan & SiXuan also, but SiXuan is going to appeal to Cresent girls' while WanHan is may or may not appeal to NanHua. Oh, well, it's up to them.'
So that's my posting results, and the four of us got separated into different schools. And time flies! We're now all settled down in our own secondary schools, we're still keeping in contact but we're talking lesser and lesser though... Miss ya lovelies..

And I'm gonna stop here! Probably I should continue bout a summary of my sec1 life some other time. Anyway I know that my tone/language/etc is terrible last time and I can laugh at it when I see them now. Wanna see the ultimate one?

NO. I AM NOT GONNA SHOW IT. TOO EMBARRASSING OKAY!

Just shocked that I used to use BIES last time. Gross.

(5December2010, 11:28am : I am already missing my close ones very badly although I am chatting with a few of them now. Damn! I shall try to enjoy my trip though..)

I wonder whether my blog will be updated when I'm gone! I guess it will be :))

2010-12-07T19:36:00.003+08:00

92.

2010-12-04T22:35:00.024+08:00

Hmmmm,

Can you guess what it is?! TIRAMISUUU CAKE! There's so much of it that we can divide among 4 of us and it's definitely yummy to the max.

Anyway, went to bake with Zhu En, Darren & Chang Wee yesterday! Was too tired to blog about it yesterday so here it goes. Met up at about noon but as usual I was late opps. They managed to get the ingredients and stuff before I arrived so we left cck. Basically we slacked by playing youtube covers in the background, spamming games, facebooking etc. Had lunch then went to walk around before we finally got to baking the cake.

Had some troubles cause the filter thingy was stuck with the mixing thingy hahaha. Had a fun time baking though I think we made quite a mess. Went back and started to blast the aircon and that half-pig( I know you'll be reading this so bleh! :P) almost got frozen in there so we switched the aircon off for awhile after playing around. Totally fun times! Had maggie after that cause we were too hungry then we went to look at our cake!

Although we didn't left the cake in the fridge for long enough but it still tasted alright. SO AWESOME I LOVE IT SO MUCH♥ I wanna make it again but I think I will fail badly without them around so forget it hahaha. Went home soon after that. Thanks for the great day! Anyway I still have a teeny bit of the cake left in the fridge, my family and cousins all said it's nice!

So that's the end of that very awesome day yesterday. Fell asleep shortly after I reached home cause I was really tired, but 3December2010 is under my list of awesome days. Tuition again today as usual and I think I'll have a hard time with amaths next year ): At least I was able to handle the questions today I guess. And I'll be missing a lesson next week! Booo.

Kay anyway, I'm flying off on Monday early morning, 6am!!! Kinda excited and kinda not. Can't wait to go for major shopping there and also get myself away from sg for awhile. And for like 9days, I think I will miss my friends terribly!(Especially after spending great times just a few days before I leave ): ) Hope I can get wifi there or something. Almost done with my packing and completing most of my homework too.

Anyway! This shall be the last proper post before I leave sg. Do check back often cause I'll still schedule up posts while I'm away! Will spend tomorrow clearing up whatever I have to do... And stay up to chat with my lovelies before I go off!! I will really miss then like 1234567. ): -Repeated for the 2nd time.

BYE PEOPLE! <3

91.

2010-11-30T00:31:00.001+08:00

Say hi to the last day of November!

Well time really is passing way too quickly, I guess. Just wanna say the cover is awesome and is being put on replay now. Didn't do much these few days, GOT BACK MY PHONE!!! Happy kid x100. Shopped around a little for awesome food too. Sadly I have to start eating weird chinese medicine which will be awful max. And I have to watch what I eat too.

Hmm, finishing homework soon too I guess, preparing for trip seems to be going okay, now I needa spend the time fully with my lovelies before I leave for 9 days ):

Anyway, had a haircut recently too. Well supposedly a trim but you know how it always turn out. Now the front of my hair is friggin short rawr.

Well, it looks more terrible in real life, trust me. Guess it'll be okay after a month.... when school reopens.

Had a long day today and should rest now & there's still CCA tomorrow too. Toodles!

90.

2010-11-26T00:54:00.006+08:00

Love is when you found someone who didn't meet any of your standards but still say, 'Finally I've found the right one.'

Sorry for the lack of updates!!! Have been really busy/worn out these days. Am sick again too, and medicine don't seem to be helping much, sigh ): Anyway, went over to Jurong Point to send my phone for service on Wednesday, damn! I miss my phone very much although it had been less than 48hours. ): Really having trouble typing with my spare phone, the ancient keypad yknow. Totally boo. 5 working days, I will survive!!!

It's the truth babyboy, don't act like you don't know. Everybody else does, we easily let it show.

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Well, I still haven't talked about the trip to WCP with the lovely people. Didn't take many photo/group peekture but had lots of fun. Was forced to go on the zipline, didn't regret though, but I literally overturn almost 120degress I guess. Scary but was great. Did I mention I like having the feeling of sand on my feet? Hehe random. I wanna go to any beach again soon!

Then we sat down at a corner, started to gossip, talk bout' our lives, played taidi and made the loser sing a song and record it down. Listening back to the recordings, I really miss you people! ): We made the guys do forfeit too and video-ed it down. Nah it shall be kept among us and not go on public. It was a pretty short afternoon, but a well spent one indeed. Shall see you people again next year! And I guess there'll be lots of changes to our lives too...

That's best peekture I guess, love you people alot♥

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Hmmm. Realised that I'm going overseas in like 10days' time. Time is passing too fast really. I still have alot of things undone, and I hope I have sufficient time to complete everything before the new year starts. Still deciding on whether to give Christmas presents since Christmas is almost a month away!

Now I just wanna recover asap, start packing for my trip, complete up my homework, GET MY PHONE BACK(!!!), get sec3 books, probably pack my table, sync songs & movies to my ipodtouch, plan meetups with close ones. Yeah all these done before I leave sg.

Getting late!!! Shall have a snack and probably write another extract before sleeping. Lunch tmrw before going for cca as usual. Nights!

You were a priority, was I just an option?

89.

2010-11-19T00:49:00.001+08:00

Replayed this song for over a hundred times for the past few days and I'm still not sick of it. ♥

Anyway, whole week was practically spent on Open House preparations, hope all the efforts won't be wasted afterall. Will post about the outing to West Coast Park with Joyce & co., which was really an awesome one! Went back to school for Open House dry-run and making/learning of more balloons as usual. Gonna spend more time on it again tomorrow during CCA. And finally the day on Saturday.

Would probably go complete up one more English extract before going to sleep. Hopefully I don't wake up late to meet the others for lunch tomorrow. Nights!

It’s the ones you thought would be there forever &will never say goodbye, that can easily disappear in a blink of an eye.

88.

2010-11-15T00:39:00.000+08:00

Honestly.... I dont know how to start this post. Counting it, I have been away for approx 17days. That's a little crazy and I still can't believe it. Opps. Seems like I should spend more time updating!!! 3 pointers why I haven't been here too often.

1. Telling myself that I MUSTTT update my blog before I turn on my lappy, ended up on tumblr and all sorts of other websites except blogger.
2. When I realised I should start on a post (At most times it was already 12am or something), I get lazy and continue whatever I am doing then go to sleep.
3. I have been busy with a few stuff here and there (I honestly don't know how 2 weeks passed so quickly). So yeap.

.... Pardon me. I know they are all just excuses.

Shall recall a few stuff that I did over the past few weeks.

First, had my vaccine/injection on Thursday morning. Gosh was so dreading it and had to drag myself up. The weather was so cold too. Have a phobia of needles. In a way or another. And yes the injection turned out to be pretty painful. And lots of side effects. Headaches, fever, flu-like symptoms, fatigue and the list goes on.... And immediately my hand was so pain I could hardly lift it up ): To conclude, I just hate injections.

Got this for my English, Situation Writting. A few others got it too, epic?

Anyway ignore the score. I still feel that it wasn't marked fairly.

Second, I have been starting a little on my homework. Hopefully it still can be done if I'm not lazy. With open house and cip stuff coming up, really have quite a few things to do. I must try to finish my h/w before I leave Singapore!!! And that's in a few weeks' time? I think. Next, starting on Amaths for tuition. I have alot to catch up cause' I really need alot of time to comprehend like one question. At least I started early! I guess.

Third, I have been going out a few times here and there, can't really remember the dates but well, at least I had a good time with the people :) Didn't really take alot of pics, but well at least I still remember them.

Fourth, I think I am the only idiot who really tried rubbing salt onto my ucler. Did that just now and it hurts a hell lot. It was a little numb but getting pain again now. Bled a little too, I really hope it'll be well soon, cause it is on my upper lip, and it hurts to talk too much or eat ):

Fifth, I GOT MY BABBBBBBBBYYYYY!!!!

It looks so nice right! ipodtouch 4th generation whoo. Don't have any complains for it up till now, it's just friggin awesome to me♥ Bringing it with me almost everywhere I go, even Taylor Swift's latest album, Speak Now, is in it too. Totally perfect. And it has a front camera toooo! Took a pic with it some time ago and did slight editing to it...

Middle one is the original. NOT BAD RIGHT!

Second picture! Slight editing.

Dedicating the last part to... siuhuiw!

HEY MEOWMEOW! I know it's sudden dedication for you but I realised I have quite a few photos with you so here you go! Firstly, you're an awesome friend of course. Hehe I remember that we recently went to have lunch at Delifrance then we went gossiping! And another time you accompanied me all the way down to Dhoby Ghaut to get my book!! Then we went for lunch and also shopped a little around clarke quay and sat by the singapore river. And a long bus ride back. Awesome times right!! You better remember it too okay!

Anyway, I can't think of exactly what I wanna type right now but thanks for being there always, being crazy at random times, going out for lunch/walk, helping me in chinese(!!!), texting me at night, often reader of my blog and many many more. You just needa know you're awesome yeaah!♥

To end off, I love tumblrchat hehe.

*click to enlarge*

Have to go off now! Have to do open house preparations tomorrow for maybe the whole day. Nights readers. :)

87.

2010-10-28T22:56:00.003+08:00

2E2'10, FOREVER AS A CLASS♥

Though we aren't the best class among the others, though we didn't win alot of awards, though we got into many cases this year and we caused quite a lot of trouble to the teachers, though there are internal disagreements, though we are in cliques and everything, it is still an awesome class. Having spent our first two years of secondary school together, it is definitely memorable!

Difficult to express out how much I don't wanna part with this class, we really spent alot of awesome times together despite the fights btw each other. Random comments during random parts of the lesson, reasoning with teachers when we are unhappy with the situation HAHA, changing our seating arrangement totally and most subj teachers dont even know, pestering the teachers for more marks for tests/exams, having 3 broken window planes and a not working projector thingy in our class(Y), scoring the best for mathematics throughout the express classes(I think) and being late for morning assembly as a class. 2E2 is fabulous in every way!

To my group of friends, it was an awesome time spent with y'all for this year. Doing projects together and having lots of fun, crapping in between & during classes, bringing food like cornflakes to eat for breakfast in classes, slacking during PE lessons when we're bored, celebrating our birthdays together, having lunch together after school quite often(!!). To sum up, totally fab times spent together!!!♥♥

With Stephanie and her epic actions and cheering me up evrytime(!), Serene being there for me when I'm sick and her never-ending maths questions, Darren teasing me like mad everytime @: but also being a good friend ^^, moulee being the very smart one among us, chelsea's obsession with pokemon and changwee being the gossip king. And also a few others, whom I talk to in class sometimes, thanks for the good memories (:

Although it's highly impossible for us to be in the same classes again next year, our friendship wouldn't just end here and hey! We'll still see each other in school! We must still find time to study together and hang out! I will miss all of you damn very much ): Esp when I'm not in the same cca as most of you. I really enjoyed the times we spent together, it is just beyond description in words. <3

Now we bade goodbye to each other, we aren't gonna be listening to the same lessons anymore, aren't gonna be in that class, aren't gonna be able to see each other everyday when we step into our classrooms. This year really went very fast, probably because we are busy almost all the time. Guess well we have to accept this, at least we have good memories left with us :)

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Have been feeling a little tired nowadays and I see more pimples on my face !@#$ Gonna put on a mask tmrw! Getting a lil angry with indices too cause I keep forgetting how to do it/make careless mistakes @: Have to try to complete up my maths h/w by Sunday too. And I have to finish reading The Last Song and return it to steph!

Kinda planned up my holiday somehow. Needa clear my homework and pack my table and renovate my room!!! And I'm still waiting for my ipodtouch ): The person still haven't called yet grr. Shall be a good girl and continue on my maths naoo! Ipodtouch pls come to meee soon! (*crosses fingers*)

P/S:

For you,

86.

2010-10-25T00:50:00.002+08:00

This week have been pretty good and bad in different ways I guess. Was too tired to blog for the whole week cause was too tired after having fun I guess? :)

Firstly, results. Managed to receive my overall results on Friday, didn't know why dnt isn't included inside but other than that, three A1's, one A2, three B3's, one C5. And yesss, the C5 is Science, which is verrry depressing. Studied the most for it, still scored the worst among others. Guess I have to really buck up on my Science this holiday then. Still sticking to my subj combination, have to submit it this Wednesday and results only out on 4Nov, make me more worried only ):

Besides that, went out with several groups of people and yesss I had fun! Have been going back home pretty late for a couple of days though. Thus very tired and basically spent my night on msn and tumblr. OH! And I got my ipodtouch yesterday but it has the same problem as my first phone. Bubbles on the screen. Angry lah :@ Have to wait for one week for the next shipment to come in so I will be able to get my replacement. I SHALL BE PATIENT!!! :D

FOUND THIS ON TUMBLR. I THINK IT'S DAMN HILARIOUS RIGHT!

AND IT TOTALLY MADE MY DAY!!

Apparently I'm too awake now after my fulling supper of milo cornflakes with milk and muffin that I know I won't be able to get to sleep. Last three days with the class that I've been with for almost 2years. I so dont wanna leave the class!!!!! Especially those whom I'm closer to. Well I guess I shall stop thinking so much bout it and spend the last few days nicely with them. And that's also why I'm putting an effort to go to school although the post exam activities are boring to the max.

Did I mention I've been into reading recently too? Five books are like sitting on my table and I'm trying to find time to complete them asap :) And I'm also starting on indices for my maths tuition. Guess I love life as it is, not going on so fast paced, taking my time to complete things that I like.

Will be back someday in the week I guess. Have a good week!

85.

2010-10-17T23:13:00.000+08:00

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star?
One without a permanent scar
And then you missed me
While you were looking for yourself out there?

Initially wanted to post up a longer post, but I'm pretty tired now. Spent most of my day on tumblr, pretty much that. Oh not forgetting subj combi!!!

I have decided on my subject combination.

Now I'm hoping I get my first choice; pure geog, elective hist, phys. I'm okay with my second choice too, but I really want my first choice!! I will definitely work hard for it. Submission for option form is tmrw so I have to worry for it again next sunday for the results - will be out on monday.

On the other hand, super worried for my results, and getting paranoid as usual. (N) Maths tcher told me that he THINKS that I passed my paper2. -Gets paranoid once again- At least my Chinese tcher told me I passed my papers, less worried but there are still many other papers, this week's gonna be terrible oh no.

Actually, I told myself to be prepared for the worst for the results, so I shouldn't be this paranoid afterall.

Enough with results, went out with yanee for supposedly window shopping haha! Was at lot alrd then realised I forgot to bring my ezlink. So went all the way back to get it. Went to causeway after that and a little shopping! Nice day babe :) We should go out again soon!! Met up with SiuHui on saturday too for lunch and to the library. Borrowed a few books! Started on them alrd, oohh heaven.

11:11, I made my wish, as usual :)

There's school tmrw so yeah time to sleep! Nights! (L)

84.

2010-10-15T00:57:00.002+08:00

Awesome movie really! Wanted to catch Charlie St. Cloud but it isn't showing in any cinemas near me. Too kinda lazy to travel so yeah. Also wanted to catch Life As It Is but it's NC16! Damn! Seems like such a nice show though ): Definitely didn't regret watching Eat Pray Love!!!! Super meaningful, would want to watch it again to understand it in greater detail! Maybe I shall go grab the book too or something. And can I go meet the Ketut? He seems so friendly and nice!!!

Ketut in the movie!!!

Anyway, subj combination talk really got me screwed today. Cause they told us that the latest date fr submission of option form is Monday. 1. We haven't got our results yet, how to decide?!?! 2. The subj teachers words are so contradicting compared to what the seniors say. GOSHH. HARD TO DECIDE LEY ):

I somehow decided on pure geog and elective history. Phys or Bio I still cant decide! Phys-''Oh I counted there are about 30 formulas that my sec4's have to rmb'' Bio- Tcher's view : ''It is not true that biology is all about memorising work! You need to understand it then it's ok!'', Student's views: ''Alot to memorise!!!'' And browsing through the tb, totally agree with the second statement. Ok I'm dead. How to choose!

????????

If you didn't know, I'm super indecisive. One bad point ):
(And I'm still pretty worried for my results)
Ok, I'm indecisive and paranoid. Ohnooo.

Aiyah put that aside for awhile lah! I suddenly feel like reading, mostly more interested in novels that are being made into a movie kind of thing. I shall go hunt for books!! Don't really feel like watching dramas, but still spending more time on my older version of sims and tumblr and here of course. Shall enjoy these few days of non-school days before receiving results. :\

Forgot to post this picture up ystd so yeah :)

Shall go tumblr a little more before I sleep! Nightynites.

P/S: I don't know what are you thinking of. Whatever it is, screw it.

83.

2010-10-13T22:11:00.004+08:00

I'M FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE :)

Kinda anyway. Cause I'm down with symptoms/illnesses like sorethroat, fever, cold, fatigue, coughing, chills, nausea. On and off. Super unstable and I hate it. So the only time I enjoyed myself was on Monday after my friggin art paper. Tuesday and today I spent my WHOLE day at home trying to recover :\ But guess what?! I keep forgetting to eat my medicine, shld probably set alarm?! Rofl.

SOOOO. MONDAYYYY. SAKAEEE SUSHI BUFFET!!!!

Went to minibits to get my hairband(!!!) first. Headed to Woodlands Civic Centre for the library but we didnt go in the end but we managed to make that wongsiuhui to study!! At least a little. Then we went to some fitness corner to playy. Pretty funn haha. Back to causeway point and walked rounds and rounds while we gossiped. :P Went to some place to do our keychains, it was fun!!! :)

Then spent like 2.5h at sakae having sushi yummms! I didnt wanted to stay that long okay! I was waiting for my sushi to come, then it took so long that I got hungry again )): SO EAT MORE. Very sure I gained lots of weight that day :S Anyhow the food is fab! Heheh nice day out with LimHuiQi & WongSiuHui ♥.

Fyi I look super :S in the photos cause I wasn't feeling well already. The food cheered me up a little but yeah still unwell :\ Thus I spent ystd and today staying at home while others went to shopshopshop etc. Damn! I wannnaa faster recover, almost one month alrd pls. I dont like!!!! (Ok reminds me that I have forgotten to eat my meds for the whole day zzz.)

Anyway, no school for me for these few days cause marking days/orals for other levels. BUT SIAN!!! TMRW HAVE TO GO BACK ): For an hour, for a subject combination talk!!! Oh well, it's important ): Hopefully I can wake up, guess I hv to spam alarm cause the earliest I woke up for these two days is like 10/11am. And I fall back asleep aft I reply texts and etc on my phone. I will daiii if I dont go tmrw man.

11:11 I caught it, and made a wish :)

Soooooooooooo! I'm finally going out tmrw aft the talk. NEED TO SLEEP EARLY LIKE DUH. KAY BYE I WILL BE BACK TMRW. (I try!)

82.

2010-10-11T00:15:00.001+08:00

10/10/10 10:10:10

I caught it, yes I did :D

-Tmrw's art exam, and amazingly I finished my prep work!!! Skipped rotation thingy, cause it'll only be lines & a circle. Pointless much. So overall it looks like it's so easy. BUT IT'S FRIGGIN NOT. All my attention on it for this weekend. Well I think my background is special though. If it looks pretty in my final artwork I'll put it up hehe.

-And I'm gonna use crayons tmrw as much as I hate it!!! No choice if I wanna make my background special ): So goodluck to me, I guess my uniform and (ESPECIALLY) hands will turn... black. Damn! & also, my nose feels terrible now aft spending time with those dear crayons gosh.

-My precious sweet pink wallet is stained with ink... just realised it a few minutes ago. Ok damn heartpain lah. I love it so much!!!!! ): ): ): (And getting another similar one wont be the same pls)

Kayy SO I WILL BE HAPPY LIKE A LALA AGAIN TMRW AFT MY ART PAPER. ~~Heck results.~~ No I think I'll be damn disappointed ovr it. AIYAH ENJOY FIRST.

Nightynights♥

81.

2010-10-09T20:00:00.002+08:00

Did I mention, that I love clouds?

P/S: 'This October has 5 Fridays, 5 Saturdays + 5 Sundays. (Only happens every 823 years).' Seen this line going around but I realised it happens July2011 too. Unreliable infoo.

80.

2010-10-06T20:00:00.002+08:00

These few days are practically school > papers > consultations > make up for CA tests > home > intensive revision > sleeping late > wake up early to continue revision.

Boring much ): BUT WHY GOT SMILEY FACE ON TOP?! Random jokes, putting my best in the papers and everything, it is worth a smile yeah? :) Just a few few few more days to go!!! Then time for some freedom yahyahyah! Lazy to talk bout my papers but hopefully my B3 and above will still happen for all subjs.

AND I SWEARR THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I STUDIED SO HARD FOR A 'MAJOR' EXAM.

I cant believe I am getting more and more hardworking. And trust me that I've started planning for what to do during December/Novemeber holidays. Mostly for studies. Ohmy. I'm turning into a geeeek. NO WAY :@ I think I anticipate end of exams more than anything else now. (Confession: I think about it every night!) Left only one worry- the super important paper and also the one I'm worried bout most .... Science.

KAY MUST WISH ME GOOD LUCK OKAY!! LOVEZX.♥

(Fyi I am still down with sorethroat/cough!!! Save me.)

P/S: Post is scheduled :)

79.

2010-09-27T23:01:00.001+08:00

Triple love to Just The Way You Are by Bruno Mars <3

I really had a few points to talk about when I planned to post earlier in the day!!! But I guess everything just went boom and gone. ): Shall try to remember as much as I can.

Paper 1 for both languages today. Was pretty okay surprisingly. I know very well for the compositions for both languages, I didn't do very well. Too shy to say what I wrote for Chi lah :Z But English was partly due to time and my conclusion was really abrupt and bad :\ All the best to me thennn.

EOYs are in like a week's time!!! Really very scared. Intensive revision now, though I get tired really easily especially after a whole day of lessons. Partly due to medicines? I think so. Hm. Aiming to score at least an A2 for all subjects. Pretty impossible but minimum a B3? O: Anyway my brain got a lil screwed and unknowingly, I tried covering my pen with my correction fluid cover... (Major fail!)

OH! Not forgetting yesterday's F1. LEWIS HAMILTON FOR THE WIN!!!!!!!! Totally wtvr to webber for making Hamilton not being able to complete the race ))): NEVERTHELESS, I STILL LOVE YOU LEWIS HAMILTON!!!!

HAAAWTT♥♥

Also besides all these, I have already been starting on planning on what to do when EOY is over :P Cant wait!!! Okay getting late, time to sleep and will be back on 12October! With surprise updates frequently :)

P/S: Throat still pain and coughing alot after a week plus? Wthzx.

78.

2010-09-24T23:20:00.002+08:00

Really awesome MV to me :)

Update more sometime pretty soon cause 1. I have lots of work to complete 2. My throat is still as bad and I'm coughing quite badly ): And I think all sorts of viruses are spreading so, takecare all!

77.

2010-09-20T23:50:00.000+08:00

Aiyahhh sianX10. Sick right after my bday. )):
First, sorethroat on friday morning.
Second, started to shiver like mad though I had a jacket on and it was just a classroom environment. Shiver like mad = goosebumps and LITERALLY SHIVER.
Third, Fever started to rise at 9am+ til very high cause my vision got weird.
Fourth, Was not able to listen to any lessons etc and had to give Eng Test and miss. Slept throughout all the lessons practically.

WAIT. 1111♥. OKAY MADE MY WISH.

Fifth, Lots of thanks to all teachers/friends who cared for me. Lots of love out to you all. Pretty lazy to list them out but THANKS FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART :))

Soo fever is subsiding, down with cough, sorethroat. Maybe fluu too. COUGHING LIKE AN OLD WOMAN LEY NOW ):

Anyway managed to drag myself back to schl at 1+ for dnt lesson. Yay artefact at least 75% done excluding painting. Everyone so shocked that I went back!!! Aiyah hardworking k thanks. Superr tired aft it thought it was pretty short. Back home after that and pretty much slacked ):

Mini table on my bed for me to do h/w cause I'm lazy to get out of bed.

Useful!

Major regret that I haven't been able to study for the past few days and all I did was sleep, wake up, eat medicine, sleep. Drowsy what :\ At most completed my h/w. Okay lots to do tmrw!! Complete up wtvr I missed out today in schl, do dnt journal, revise for dnt&hist&lit test. Those are enough to tire me outt ): OKAY JIAYOUU.

Nights! Need to restt.

P/S: Have been getting sick alot this year. At least 4/5 times!! Whutt.
P/S/S: EOYs are super near!!!!!! Intensive study gogogo.

76.

2010-09-16T22:59:00.002+08:00

FOURTEEEEEEEEEEN!

Today is definitely an awesomeee day! Would like to mention some people :)
1. YINGJIE AND WANLING BFF! Lots of thanks for the cupcake and the surprise stitch last thursday! I really didnt expect the stitch to appear behind me after the movie haha! LOVE YA TWO!
2. SIUHUI! Nice day out today! Shoooop! Thanks for being there always, LOVE YOU TOO!
3. COUSIN AND FAMILY, DAD, MUM, SIS! Thanks for celebrating my birthday my cousins! Thanks to mum and dad for the dinner and the cakee!

ALSO, THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO TEXTED ME/WISHED ME ON FACEBOOK/CALLED/IN REAL LIFE/TWITTER/MSN/ETC! LOVE YOU PEOPLE MANYMANY!! <3 AND SPECIALLY TO THOSE WHO GAVE ME PRESENTS(AND MORE TO COME). THANKS TO ALL OF YOU DEARIES! BIG HEART FOR YOU ALL♥

I love this day. Unlimited wishes that can be made. Getting blessings from many people(Lost count on fb but approx 120+?) and all others. Really a great day!! Me is a very happy girl today!

Time to sleep cause I'm so sleepy after the awesome day! NIGHT PEOPLE.

75.

2010-09-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

School is as usual today. Nothing much, lessons, 'OH YOU ONLY HAVE ____ AMOUNT OF TIME LEFT', ' I DON'T WANT TO SEE THIS MISTAKE IN THE FINAL EXAM' etc. Sudden announcement of Chinese test tmrw and I was bored while revising for it thus doodled. Revised for maths in the afternoon too. But everything got screwed up. Urgh forget it.

Sometimes I really wonder how people am able to make use of others, how people take it for granted that you are there, seeing it that you should be there. But when you need someone, everyone's just gone. To an extend, you just want to tell the others to shut up and get out. Am really not interested to talk. I know it's selfish to others who are nice, so I ain't ignoring like everyone. Oh yes thanks, some do really care, but I guess it's just really some.

Also I just don't feel like talking you get it? So yes sorry for ignoring but I would like if you stop asking 'What happened?' If you're sincere in trying to make me feel better, I wouldn't ignore you. Give me my own space? And some come asking 'Hey can you help me do something?'. Oh sure it's okay. It's is definitely okay to make use of others right? Hell no.

Next, planning things properly and everything's in place then something pops up then you go like what the hell? Why didn't inform earlier? Pissed off definitely right? But it's okay, from then on you try to reshuffle things and then back to normal. Then boom again. Think about you working very hard for something, everything's perfect and great already, but just because someone else is not happy the person makes you angry and disappointed and etc. Oh such a great timing. Everything had just gone down in the drain, cause your mind isn't there anymore. OH YES AND THIS IS YOUR FAULT. Fyi, not first time.

It's about dealing with disappointments, being independent and not relying on others, not putting high hopes on anything, being able to accept sudden things that come your way, being able to stand on your own, being able to accept doing more work than others but everyone still gets the same credit.

I'm working hard for everything I have to do and, for once, for this once, can I ask for things to go my way? Can people try to understand? Can people give in like I had done for them before? Just for this once, let me be selfish.

74.

2010-09-12T23:30:00.001+08:00

Apparently I'm very super lazy to update with a long post now cause my life aren't that very interesting but it's still nice. Shall just list everything randomly.

1. 10Sept: Happy Birthday Mavis! :)
2. Completed all my h/w for the first time during the holidays!! Great accomplishment yeah.
3. Caught Grown Ups with Wanling & YingJie bff! Love you two lah!
4. Flooded with tests next week grrr! Started revising though.
5. As seen, intensive studying like yes now.

6. 11Sept: Had an awesome oyster mee sua but at the same time ate some xtra spicy chicken (to me it IS spicy) and only realised my throat is burning from the spiciness aft I ate 3/4. Fml now sorethroat + volume of voice divide by 2. :/
7. Nice gift - being sick just when term4 starts grrr.
8. Chocolately cake for my upcoming birthday. Good luck to my voice tmrw. :/
9. Oh I caught 11:11 just now. Made a wish yay.
10. Haha and please be nice if my voice is gay tmrw thanks.

11. Ate so much these few days that my stomach feels awful.
12. 10Sept night: Had a bomb dream and it made sense cause it was 9/11 when I woke up.
- I was on a swing and could totally feel the wind in my dream. Approx 200m away there was a wedding(?) then the couple was walking down a long staircase which resembles the one in my sec2 camp. 3 helicopters that looked like toy threw bomb down. Can totally rmb the eeeeeeuuu high-pitched sound then bomb then everything chao da. In the midst of escaping then DREAM END.
13. 10Sept: After I went back to sleep aft my bomb dream, I thought the loud thunder was in my dream when it was a real one.
Retarded X100 hahahhaha.
14. I hate durains. No this is not random cause on 11Sept on the way to tuition there were durians. Me dont like.
15. I wish that when my hand is on top on the keyboard and my brain is thinking of what to type, msn would state that (Alicialalala is thinking of what to write.....)

I conclude I can dream of weird things, I am working hard for my studies now, I am having a bad sorethroat now and it's awful and I hope my voice dont fail me tmrw.

Back tmrw aft the first day of schoooool for term4, if I have time that isss. Stay tuned and night :)

73.

2010-09-08T01:05:00.000+08:00

I love my baby blue + pink nails!

Settled out a few stuff for CME Project so it's like half done. Have to wait til info comes in and do up the ppt and done for that. Left History and DnT. Behind my expected time-line but it's still okay. One or two chapters on history before I go to sleep.

^ Update on what I've been doing for past two days lol.

Lalaland after I complete my work.

Nightsss.

P/S: Clouds leads to another picture.

72.

2010-09-06T01:46:00.001+08:00

It's probably just another sunset you see everyday, but it's still so pretty.

I have tons of photos to update about and yay! The photos speaks what I did for the past few days and I feel happeeee.

Totally cant deny that it is one of the most awesome 3D movies that you must catch. Those dance moves and everything, I think they're fab. I still remembered I felt that I was inside movie after I got out of the theatre. Rofl much. Anyway entered the theatre early so...

And had tcher's day celebration and ACES Day on Friday. Had a small class party kind of thing. Performances were pretty nice compared to last year. Some parts of it were great while others were boring yeah. I would have loved the day if the celebration was put on Tuesday instead. Nice time chatting with teachers and my girls. And played with balloons whoo.

^ Mr Lim thanks for conducting nice maths lessons!

Snapped a photo in between those chatting and eating.

And well we received our Progress Report that day, a day late compared to most others but it's okay. Satisfied with my maths results! Got quite a couple of subjects below class avg mark urrrgh. Need to buck up, like seriously. And well, overall percentage was a mere 70.3%. Probably due to history which I screwed up the first test thus giving me a C5 for that. Totally sad so I'm working xtra hard for history cause it's a subject I totally love. All words? No. I did something that proved that I'll work hard. :)

My to-do-list. Pretty long but it's okay, I will clear it. And flooded with test for Term4Week1 ): Must study hard! Have been dedicating my time to studying for practically the past 2/3 days and I'm continuing this till about Wednesday. Have some plans for Thursday and Friday but won't abandon my studies totally either.

Clearing off subjects one by one. Then revision time will start. EOY in less than a months' time! Need to spend time wisely.

It's kinda crazy to study like mad during the holidays but I AM NOT SATISFIED WITH MY RESULTS. Totally. And I'm sure I can do better, so these few days are for me to pull up my socks and I believe enjoying can come later at the end of the year. Of course I relax, but more time spent on studying, definitely. Also, I realised, loving something you do makes you get more out of it, instead of forcing yourself to do it and getting nothing out of it.

This intensive studying thing is getting nice but no, I wont appear as a nerd and hugging my book to sleep every night after this. I'm just giving my best in my studies.

Opps it's late. Back in a few days! Leaving a peekture from my tumblr as usual.

Adorable!♥

71.

2010-09-01T23:12:00.003+08:00

Happy Teachers' Day♥!

Apparently I'm getting busy. And more and more busy. One moment, you'll get so much work that you can hardly breathe and the next you have practically only a few things left on to-do-list. But you'll be too tired to do anything then. And now since EOY is approaching, like very near, there's much more to do aft finishing a whole lot of work.

Oh and opps. I still owe peektures for the previous post, please visit here to browse more!

On a happier note, managed to go back SouthView!! School is so awesome that they dismissed us like around 2pm. AMAZING. Not. I still managed to see my teachers and friends!!!! Or else I would be super pissed now tsk. It was a nice meetup definitely! Managed to find my form teacher who taught me English and Science, maths teacher and also my Chinese teacher(!!!) My chi teacher is fab cause she remembered our chi class and also our faces(not so much for names but it's ok) though we didn't manage to find her last year! AND I MISS THE TOM YAM SOUP. Didn't get to drink it sadly urr):

Went off to have lunch with them and definitely as usual, MOF!!! Can't deny that they serve amazing icecream, and food too. (Stay tunned for the food! I am lacking in updates for alot of things. Most probably after EOY I guess.) Parted from them but we promised we will meet again soon! It's a must, and I love you besties <3

So, eoy eoy eoy. I am gonna start studying hard and I'm really serious about this!! Streaming year so yadayada. Already have a subject combination in mind. Kind of at least. I have to do just a little better in Chinese, English is pretty okay, Maths I'm still doing as good as everrr(insert smiles!!), History I'm improving. And for Science, I have to buck up. I think I failed the recent test, couldn't do it well though I studied really hard ): Am starting on revision now, hope it won't disappoint me once again.

AND NOT FORGETTING, 15 MORE DAYS!!!
Cmmon, you can't forget what day it will be right?
Preezzie prezzzie prezziee.

Because it's 11:11pm now.

Ending off with a photo of my besties, love you people, forever and ever!♥♥

70.

2010-08-21T01:11:00.000+08:00

I've gone away for quite some time! Am really busy like a bee these few days. Tests, projects, homework, enrichments and etc! Tiring but pretty fruitful yeah? More and more things surfacing but still gotta face reality. Was a pretty good week somehow, bad in other ways too. There's CIP early in the morning tmrw >:@@@ My sleep time is poof gone. Decided to do two shifts so all the way til around evening. Guess it will be pretty fun with my lovely people so I'm leaving with a peekture of my awesome bowling people :) More to be updated in this post soon!

69.

2010-08-11T22:49:00.001+08:00

If someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll make an effort to be in it.

It's pretty amazing how ignorant some people are... Guess when something new comes along, you'll just dump old ones. To an extend that even though a mistake is made, he/she just doesn't give a damn, anymore. Even if you want things to be back to normal, there just isn't a possibility of that happening. I don't know what to believe in anymore, every single word seems to be so hypercritical, how to find out the truth when there are lies all over? I believe that people don't change, it's just that you don't know them well enough and is only able to see how they are like at a later part of time. Well maybe except for you. All you can do is to sit back at watch everything change and crumble in front of your eyes, unless someone is willing to change it. Haaa I doubt so anyway. This IS reality, next point will be whether you'll be able to accept reality. I doubt so, but have to face it anyway.

Don't bother trying to understand / decipher cause you won't be able to.

Back soon I hope.

68.

2010-08-09T00:33:00.003+08:00

Back to updatee again.
I realise I only come in to update like on tuesdays/sundays? And I haven't been updating as often as I did last time. Guess time is really catching up. Still busy with stuff here and there. Guess I'll try my best to update more often. Long post for this one I guess, yay!

ClarkeQuay with daddy & mummy. Merely went there for the food festival thing and just strolled around the area, I wanna go back Central to shoppp! Nice scenery, me like.

AND TO ADD ON, I GOT THE MOST AWESOMEST ... STICKY! LOVE IT TO THE MAXIMUM!!♥

Definitely going back for more! It was a nice night, just walking around and enjoying the scenery.

More update on how I spent this week. Starting with monday, was feeling like shit seriously. Crazy fever but still went to Chelsea's house to do musicproj. Nice time spent! Tuesday managed to drag myself to schl cause thr's cca(I wanna run) and chi test. Aft first lesson, was like literally half dead so decided to go back home. SICKBAY IS A BADBAB PLACE. K shant elaborate on that, just need to know I was dead bored inside and realised aloooot of things.

Wednesday woke up in the morning, dont feel well, went back to sleep. Slept through the afternoon. Basically tuesday and wednesday I was SLEEPING. I don't even knw what I'm down with. Like feverish, but no fever. A lil flu, super tired and giddiness at th most unexpected times. Thursday was so happy to be back in schl!!!!! But then fell dead at the last half of the day anyway. SO GIDDY I FELT I WAS GOING TO FAINT AND I WASN'T ABLE TO WALK STRAIGHT. Cab back directly aft schl.

Friday was feeling a lil better, ndp was pretty nice! Different from last year at least, and yes I did enjoyed it. Lunch at JP with the usuals. DAMN FUNNY INCIDENT AT MRT!!!!!! Now I can still laugh bout it. Rofl. && I SO DAMN FRIGGIN EFFING REGRETTED FOR NOT RUNNING FOR XCOUNTRY!!!!!): Was at the finishing line giving out badges. Didnt run cause I was stil abit unstable. Giddy at time still, pathetic much. NEXT YEAR I'M SO GONNA RUN. YES I'M GONNA START TRAINING FOR IT. SERIOUS X 100.

So, frm xcountry, I'm motivated to train myself fr nxt year's sports day + XCOUNTRY. Gonna start running more often and besides this, I want to grow taller!!!!!!!!!!!! So I decided to skip everyday. HAHAHHA. But I did it fr two days alrd! 500times ystd and 600times today. YAY. (Y)

Saturday was pretty normal. Went for tuition, still as fun as everr and then headed home. Practically stayed at home and Tumblr-ed for whole afternoon, plus this random peekture I sent to sdy,

DRAWN BY YOURS TRULY THANKS.
Story: Stickman looks down and wanna jumps. (Conclude: Angle of depression) Pig looks up and see who is the stupid sitckman who wants to jump. (Conclude: Angle of elevation). HAHA. Best method taught by chocho. Yay I love you and I hope you see this teehee. Btw it's bout trigo and and I like the pig cause it has THREEEE FEEEEEELERS. Drawing very fail lah wtvr.

Honestly I forget most about what I want to post lalala. OH THIS IS LALA POWER! (K random much)

If it is love, will your voice keep replaying though I haven't heard it for ages it seems like to me? If it is love, will I still miss you although you're gone and I told myself to move on? If it's love, will I still remember every single detail about what happened and relate everything back to you? If it's love, will I be able to live without you since you're gone now?

Nah I dont think it is. I should stop being in a dream. Silly girl. I'll be over you. Soon.

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If not trusting you would be that easy, then great. But it seems like it isn't. It’s hard to balance between over trusting you and not trusting you at all. At least for me. I just have this weird feeling something is missing, but apparently I ain't saying anything. I feel like just throwing everything aside, cause I'm sick of trying to see what's wrong. Something is, definitely. How bout I conclude that you are just leaving old friends since you have new ones? K I guess that shall just be my conclusion.
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Anyway, nice 4days of break yo! Kayyzz I think I got some plans up so I'm leaving with a photo.

NIGHTS!

P/S: Follow me on Tumblr! Me love it very much but I'm stil gonna be active here. :)

67.

2010-08-01T22:17:00.002+08:00

I believe in pinky promises. :)

Do yknow that today's actually HAPPY FRIENDSHIP DAY?

"A friend is someone who walks in when all others walk out"

A gdfriend is someone whom you can joke around and be serious with at times. A gdfriend is one who understands you well enough and even when you say 'im ok', they know you aren't. A gdfriend is with you through times of joy and sorrow. A gdfriend is there to hear your troubles and gives you advices/comfort you. A gdfriend believes you, and most importantly trusts you, vice versa too. There are still manymanymany more things that a gdfriend does, those are just a few.

CONCLUSION : I LUVV ALL MY FRIENDS FOR WHO THEY ARE!!

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Trust
Reliance on and confidence in the truth, worth, reliability, etc, of a person or thing.

Some people tend to trust other pretty easily once they meet them, others don't put their trust on people go easily. I guess I used I lie on the 'trust other pretty easily' category. Not anymore. The first time someone misuse your trust, you'll say it's okay, humans makes mistakes and we're supposed to give them second chances. The second time you encounter another person misusing your trust, you still don't have such negative thoughts that there are definitely lots of people will be that bad. More and more times. Gradually, I learnt something.

Dont trust those wont dont derserve it, they'll end up making you upset, that's all.

I ain't gonna trust people that easily anymore. Cause end up you're just gonna get youself hurt only. I really cant understand how people are able to do stuff that I hate, despite knowing that I hate it. Unless you're gonna say 'Cause I just don't give a damn bout you' then fine. If not I cant find a reason for it.
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And mind you, TRUST is a big word in my dictionary, cause I believe that it leads to many other things.

Fine... Since things are like this, I guess I shall just be on my guard. I won't be that dumb ever again cause I know it isn't worth it.. All you get is the blame being pushed all to you, yeah it'll just be like it's all your fault.

I feel so lazy to talk to humans nowadays. Their words makes me thinks that everything are lies.

TRUST LESS.
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Moveee on. Okay guess I'll be back tmrw if I complete up my h/w and revision of chi in time and provided I don't feel sleepy.

Tumblrrrr.

66.

2010-07-27T22:08:00.000+08:00

Ever been in situation(s) that you dont know which to handle first?
Ever been messed with a few different things at the same time?
Ever been feeling angry but guilty at the same time, even losing how to differentiate both of the emotions?
Ever been in a situation that you don't even know something that happened which you were mentioned?
Ever been in a situation you're so speechless that you rather just agree to everything?
Ever been in a situation that you're being reminded of the memories?
Ever been thinking bout why this and that is happening like this and that?
Ever been wondering why people are doing all these?
Ever been thinking bout why people are so selfish, which i-dont-know-how but gets on your nerves?
Ever been doubting that you're the one who is stirring up all the trouble?

Haven't been running for long and ran quite a distance today. I like the distance. Though I was almost dying at the end but I enjoyed it.

I wanna run again.

I have to start this over from the start. Again.

65.

2010-07-20T22:51:00.000+08:00

The deeper that sorrow carves into your being, the more joy you can contain.

64.

2010-07-19T17:34:00.002+08:00

I like XXL lollipop!
Sadly you cant rlly see the difference btw a normal lollipop and a XXL lollipop but I'm sure XXL lollipop is alot more nicer. :)

Pretty busy these few days. Spent my weekends .... sleeping. I think I kind of lost count of how many hours exactly that was spent sleeping during the weekeend. :\ Alot, that's all I know. Tried to stay awake to complete up h/w and etc. Trying to revise and stuff. Feel sleepy for like every sec, probably due to medicine? Till now, still feeling sleepy. And I really do feel unwell. Like as if I'm having fever, but when I take my temperature, it's normal. Gosh. So weird.

Change topic abit. Interview with Ms Hngh last sunday was like so nice!! Totally fun yo. I like our video though it's a lil boring but still, the process was great. :) Spent my whole afternoon doing the interviewing and stuff. Stayed up til late to edit the video. I still can rmb everything so clearly! Memorable. <3

And I didnt go to schl today. Really didnt feel well enough. I'll probably be like so sleepy in class so no point going. And also I still look pale now :\ Woke up at 7.52am after one nightmare. Cant rlly remember but it was obviously scaryy. Went back to sleep and woke up at 9am+ after another nightmare. Or probably daymare. Went back to sleep then woke up at like 1pm after ANOTHER nightmare. Wlao. Scare the shit out of me. :@ I dont like!!!!!!

A nightmare is a dream that can cause a strong negative emotional response from the sleeper, typically fear and/or horror.

YOU SEE? THAT'S WHY I DONT LIKE NIGHTMARES/DAYMARES!!!!!

):

Ok me run out of things to say already. I still have this i-think-i-got-fever-feeling-as-i-am-shivering-while-my-body-feels-warm. I want go eat my snack then probably go to sleep again. Wo really very sleepy!!!!! ):

Forget it.

Everything is kind of expected anyway.

You're just making use of me.

63.

2010-07-15T21:34:00.001+08:00

Apologies for not updating that often as usual as I've been rushing out projects, work and everything. Since I have some time, I guess I shall talk a lil more about today?

Went for some battlefield study tour thingy today. Visited Changi Museum, Johore Battery and Kranji War Cemetery. Throughout the journey, it was pretty interesting but a little too dry. Although there were artefacts and etc around, it was kinda.... I must say that the stories are amusing but I was probably too tired to listen to all of it.

Had a short remembrance ceremony at Kranji War Cemetery. It was kind of sad too, seeing how many lifes were killed during the war.. 'They gave up their tomorrow for our today'. As repeated and heard alot of time by the facilitator. I think it was a memorable trip, and it would be a great one if it was more interesting. Nice day spent anyway!

Currently, I have some projects and h/w on my hands. Quite a number of tests coming up as expected, not really prepared. And also, having a pretty bad fluuu now. ): Nose feels so umcomfotable like abcdefg. @: Firstly it was throat, but it's a little better noww. Started getting a little sick since Monday but now I think it's really getting worse :S FYI VOICE SOUNDS SO ALIEN-ISH OHH NOO. Guess it's due to weather, lack of sleep and etc? )):

Okay gonna leave my h/w alone and go to sleep earlier today. Really sick and tired. :\ Nights!

In the arithmetic of love, 1+1 = everything, and 2-1 = nothing.

P/S: I think I still owe alot of things to talk about.

62.

2010-07-10T18:20:00.002+08:00

I think I did mention going to the city recently? Or not? Can't remember but it's like two weeks ago... Still havent got the time to blog about it but I guess I'll put it up real soon! Although it's really overdue already.

It's a Saturday afternoon/evening and the rain just stopped not long ago. Time is like on the fastforward button, starting third week of school which means to expect tests soon too. Past two weeks had been the usual routine of waking up, school, lunch with friends, home, nap, homework, sleep. It's the same everyday but thr's always something surprising happening almost every day. I wouldn't say my life is boring, it's more of tiring.

Still able to have time for homework and some revising. Am able to cope though projects are coming in one by one. Have to settle some stuff too, one done and another one's up. Problems seems to be never ending. >: Lots of thanks to those who were hearing my rants, shouts, screams and etc. Love you people. And also making someone pissed off cause of my attitude, sowweeee.

I can't do bad things.

Cause I'll end up being guilty and everything. Now not even knowing what's exactly happening, not being able to understand the replies and situation well, needing people to help me to find the best solution for the problem, taking their advices, clearing my thoughts and trying my best not to feel guilty before I continue to face the problem. I've been depending people alot recently. I guess bystanders can see a clearer picture compared to those involved. Thinking of the best way to clear things up and a probably happy ending to everything.

Enough of all those stuff happening to me, I think this part of the post more interesting!!!

NEW PHONEE!!! MAD LOVE.
(Ignore the small eyes, I havent been getting the sleep that I neeeded)
It's in white, touchscreen with slide up qwerty, sony ericsson VIVAZ PRO.

It's practically good enough for me, with almost everything that I need. No dont mention to me IPhone4. I dont like having an iphone, an ordinary one will do. The touchscreen is pretty okay, so are the buttons. Fab appearance, screen can be used as a good mirror under light too! (Y) HD video, pretty good camera also. Qwerty makes it easy for me to sms and stuff, totally what makes me love it more. Hard to get used to it at first, but it's pretty ok to me now. Haven't had much problems with it until now(Though I dropped it once oppps). Highly recommended!!!

I guess this upcoming week will be as tiring as ever. Going off for dinner with mummy! Will be back as soon as I can to update bout the trip to cityyy!

BAIBAI. :)))

P/S: You're just someone that I used to love. It's just the past and we've to start facing the present, the reality.

61.

2010-07-05T09:40:00.000+08:00

HEYYY! I just woke up. Currently using my phone to update so won't be typing much. Had been busy fr th whole week thus didn't have time to really update. School is okay only pretty tiring probably cause I haven't really adapt back to school life. (I still hate the waking up part. @: ) I've some overdue stuff to update like City with family and some others. Will be back soon I hope. And you should have guessed that I got a new phone!!! Talk more bout it next time, have to prepare to go out fr movies now! XOXO.

60.

2010-06-29T00:12:00.001+08:00

If love had an equation and we knew the situation, maybe we wouldn't hurt each other.

School was okay today. Nothing much interesting too. Having headache for practically the whole day but am feeling a little better now after a nap. But it seems to be coming back. Oh noo ): Okay time to sleep will update more soon I guess.

xoxo.

59.

2010-06-28T00:00:00.001+08:00

School tmrw? Oh noooooo.

I dont know how I'll be adapting back to the hectic life. Going to and fro school everyday. Listening in class and trying to study hard and everything. It's gonna be such a bore. Didn't really made full use of this holiday but at least it's not entirely wasted. (Fyi h/w not completed) For the past week, have been sleeping late and waking up at like 2pm.

HOW AM I GOING TO WAKE UP TOMORROW!!!!!

Gonna use my usual 5 alarm thing again. And I hope I can sleep at an earlier timing instead of 4am. It's 12 now so time to pack my stuff and go to sleep. Had a great day yesterday, stay tuned for more. :)

58.

2010-06-26T01:00:00.005+08:00

Alicialalala♥
(L) : SiXuan, WanHan, Sheila, YingJie, WanLing

Oh my miss my lovely people so muchhz. Didn't get to meet up with SiXuan and etc this holiday but we still stayed in contact. Everyone's just so busy.. It's okay, we still can find other days to meet up. On sheila's birthday probably?

Oh nooooo. I think I'll have insomnia again today. Slept at 6am last night/morning and woke up at 12pm reluctantly. I swear it's stupid cause I was so bored lying on my bed trying to sleep and ended up looking at the roads and even wanted to do my h/w at like 4am. Had to use my 5 alarm thing to wake me up for cca. Thankfully it worked.

Complaining and groaning about how tired I am to everyone today. Opps. Though CCA is getting more and more boring, pretty great time spent with Adilla, Nadhia, Syasya, YuLing and the usuals. Fell asleep at 9pm and woke up at like 11.30pm. Damn. HOW AM I GOING TO SLEEP LATER?! Insomnia for another day will be damn gg.

Sunday, Monday, Tuesday at 2+am I can say hi to this:

I'm someone who needs a pretty quiet environment in order for me to sleep. And even after it's quiet, I still take a long time before I'm able to shut down and sleep. More noise = longer time needed for me to fall asleep = less sleep. You get it?! If you still can't understand the picture, they're repairing the MRT tracks past midnight! When all of you are sleeping like a pig. Ends only at like 3am. They do these like once a few weeks, I guess? :/

SUMMARY: I DIDN'T GET MUCH SLEEP FOR THE WHOLE WEEK!

That somehow explains why I've been throwing lots of tantrums recently. :/ Had to use coffee to make me stay awake these few days. Bad habit. And ya know what, school's starting soon! ): Everyone's talking bout it. 4weeks, so fast!?! No more sleeping at 2am and waking up at 3pm kind of thing alrd. Then have to adapt back to school life... Waking up early, sleeping late. Sleep deprivation. Oh noooo.

But I still look forward to seeing my girlfriends! A few weeks since I saw them, right? Kinda completing my h/w. Dont really plan to do bookreview until school reopens, left with pix discussion 7 & 8 and chinese composition. Revision? :/

Even clouds are able to stay together, why can't humans?

Because everyone has flaws. And we just can't accept that. Criticising on each other's flaws instead of looking at the more positive side of the person. I know it's contradicting but I'm still saying this.

I dislike people who act as someone else when they're absolutely not.
I dislike attention seekers.
I dislike people who still stubbornly do things that makes me angry though they've been told not to do it then they'll apologise.
I dislike people who attitude me for no reason.I dislike people who copy what others does. (This still exists in this era!?!?!? Funny)

I know they have their reasons for doing that. They still have other positive points and stuff, but I just dislike people doing those. Alot more just that I'm lazy to list out.

I took so long to understand this after someone sent this pix to me. Noob much!?

Gonna find supper before going to bed. Good weather as always and I'm hoping I'll be able to fall asleep. Breakfast tmrw with YingJie before heading to tuition. I need my 5 alarm thing again.......... Going out with family and cousins after that. Promised daddy I'll sleep at 1am so goodnight lovelies.

P/S: Thanks Fred for the 4games on tuesday ^^

57.

2010-06-24T02:34:00.007+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAYLOHYINGJIE BFF!♥

Happy 14th Birthday girl! Theoretically it's 24June now and yr birthday is on 23June, I'M STILL DEDICATING THIS TO YOU!

We have been together since 4 or 5 years ago. I really can't remember cause it had been such a long time since we first met!! Together with WanLing, the three of us have been close since then till now! Gossiping bout people, heart2heart talks and everything. And I still remember me and WanLing used to bully you alot. :P Teasing you and everything, good memories right!

Surprisingly, we met through going to tuition classes!!! We were hoping to get into same class in PrimarySchool but it never happened. Nevertheless, we're still very close. We did crazy things together, practically we had fun everytime :) We used to keep going for movies too, right? Everytime same thing, even up till now hahhaa!

I lost all my neoprints thus I couldn't find a better one than the one above. That was.. P5? I find the picture so funny now. When we were P6, we switched to a new tuition centre, together! Nothing really changed still, we were still very close with each other. Although for English class, the teacher was strict and we could hardly communicate, we still found our own ways! Hahha. Then we wanted to go to same secondary schools, but all three of us went different ways...

We still continued to be in the same tuition class!!! Awesome to the max. This year, due to our own schedules, I quitted English Class and WanLing quitted Maths class. I wasn't able to see WanLing that often and slowly drifted. But YJ you are like our messenger! We still found ways to communicate through you and stuff, and the distance between the three of us wasn't that far apart. We couldn't update each other on every single thing, but we are still able to have great chats! (Facebook is a proof!)

Today, me and WanLing planned this little surprise for your 14thBirthday! Went to Jurong Point just to make a cake specially for you! Met up with you and we had lunch at PizzaHut together with your niece & nephew. We were even talking bout what will happen 10 years later haha!

Birthday song played and you were thinking who had the same birthday as you! Ended up a cake came towards you and you were so shocked! Great ambience really! :)) HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR GIRL!

Watched ToyStory3 later together with you and your nephew and niece. Great movie!!! (I LOVE REX!!!) Your niece & nephew are nice people also hehe. On your birthday, still kept teasing you and everything. Then both of us will end up laughing like crazy together! WanLing kept entertaining her phone todayy! Tsk. But I'm still gossiping with you as usual right now! d:

YingJie! Thanks for being there for me everytime, sometimes even making jokes out of whatever I said and though it's lame, I still laugh like mad woman. Thanks for everything you've done for me for all these years okay! All the best in your studies (Ok I know you very smart) and everything ya! Meet every Saturday as usual hohoho! :DDD

To sum up, WanLing & YingJie, BFF FOREVER AND ALWAYS. MUACKS.

♥♥♥♥

56.

2010-06-20T22:30:00.002+08:00

I miss my old hairstyle very much but I shall just stick with the current one for now ): I guess it'll be back to what it used to look like veryy soon. Still deciding whether to post up my new hairstyle? It's too weird to me. I'm still trying to complete my h/w as expected. This week is gonna be pretty packed I think. Last week of holidays!!! Enjoy? Probably not.

Last few days have been pretty bad and I don't have any hope that things will be better anytime soon))): I can predict this week is gonna be terrible. Anyhow, thanks to those who were there for me. Appreciated very much♥♥♥

09+19=
I miss sleeping on your chest.
I miss walking around aimlessly with you.
I miss meeting you before and after a day.
I miss carving our initials on random trees.
I miss sharing DoubleChocolateFrappé with you.
I miss trying to chase after you when we go for a run.
I miss making silly faces with you infront of the camera.
I miss holding your hands which gives me warmth everytime.
I miss laughing at you cause of your laughter.
I miss watching sunsets with you whenever we had the chance.
I miss watching random movies with you as we play with popcorns at the back.
I miss the look in your eyes.
I miss the long hugs from you.
I miss those messages I get everyday written in pencil.
I miss you pinching my nose when I tease you.
I miss you hugging me from the back at the most unexpected situations.
I miss you cheering me up so easily.
I miss your piggybacks.
I miss your hoodie.
I miss your morning messages.
I miss your unique and retarded smile.
I miss your goodbye and morning kisses.
I miss how understanding you were.
I miss how you hid from those I knew.
I miss how you can make me smile so easily.
I miss how you surprise me with random things.
I miss how you are jealous of my bed cause I spend more time with it.
I miss how you tried to teach me guitar though I never really learnt anything.

P/S: I just found out Sheng Siong is trending on twitter cause of Ukiss. It managed to win WorldCup trending omg! A supermarket in Singapore trending. History already lah!

55.

2010-06-16T23:30:00.004+08:00

THIS MOVIE IS AWESOMEEEE!

Watched TheKarateKid today with a few others and it's really (Y)! Highly recommended for you to watch it though as everyone says, I don't understand why it's 'Karate Kid' and not 'Kungfu kid'. Watch the movie and you'll understand why I said that! Great day too, thanks awesome people :)

Saw alot of other posters and there're really great movies coming soon!

TOY STORY 3!

Well the trailer says it all and I'm so gonna watch it!!! Already have plans hope nothing pops up! And I like the advertisement of TY3 on my blog haha!

ECLIPSE!

Just finished reading the book recently and storyline is still pretty etched in my mind. I'm sure it'll be a great movie too!! Have plans to watch it too hehe.

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Lookin' at you now I can tell
That you and your new relationship ain't goin' well
There's no reason your name should come up on my cell
Unless you're unhappy but that shouldn't be the case

'Cause you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

Girl you know he can't touch like I do
I don't see you trippin' or flippin' over his moves
Don't take a genius to see he ain't that dude
But you let him back you don't know what you was on

When you said said he was the one
Baby yes you said said you were in love
'Cause when you left me you said that you wouldn't be
Comin' back remember that but I never agreed

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

You fall on hard times it seems
But you ain't gettin' no sympathy
No baby not from me
'Cause I told you you should never leave
See you chose this road so you gotta go it alone
Remember I told you so

I hate to say it but I told you so
Told you if you left that you were gonna be miserable
Guess he don't do it like me or else you wouldn't be
Runnin' back to the past it was you that left me
I hate to say it but you know I'm right
Everytime you're up be callin' for me late at night
But now that you ain't got me tell me where you gon' be
'Cause I can't take you back no my heart won't let me

Oh no I missed 11:11. Haven't been doing alot recently too, hopefully will be in the mood to complete my work tmrw. Hits dropping toooo. Tskkk. Time to catch up on my drama!

xoxo.

54.

2010-06-16T01:35:00.001+08:00

So what if your hearts are connected together?

So what if you assume everything's gonna be fine?

So what if you are a great significance in my heart?

So what if we both already pretended that we left?

So what if you think that love is gonna make everything fine?

So what if you apologise if you don't understand the situation?

So what?

Just let it go...

Personal Preference!

I've got a movie to catch tmrw and it's 1:35am now so ya know what.

I GONNA GET TO BED AND SLEEP NIGHT. :)

53.

2010-06-14T22:34:00.009+08:00

Sisters♥

This update is gonna contain quite a number of photos which shows the fun-filled week that I had :)

CCA.

CONGRATS ZHENYI!
Though I wasn't there to see it, good job junior! Middle one, his personal best. :)
Tuesday's cca was totally fabbb. Laughed like alot! Ugly v.s. Pretty. Duck v.s. Chicken. Hot v.s. Sexy. Siao v.s. Crazy. HAHA! Oh and thanks yanee for the gift you bought from Shanghai for me. Reeally cute I like it! And please please rest your ankle girl! Take care! Didn't talk much on Friday's training. Thanks for the concern everyone! <3 Ice cream with yanee and sandra, thanks babes. <3

Study with Siuhui!

DOUGHNUTS!!!
Met her for breakfast at mac on Wednesday first. Then we headed off to JurongLibrary to study! Right infront of me was cranes moving!!! I didn't know why but I suddenly got so interested in it. Picture of them in the previous few posts. I ended up spending alot of time looking at it. Seeing rain come, then go. Was telling people how interesting it was and they told me to concentrate on studying instead. Hmph.

We swooped our some of our h/w HEHE! She did my Chinese while I did her maths!! Then left library at 3pm and headed off to CWP to get.... doughnuts! Deliciousyy right! I bet you're jealous, and it's the nearest doughnut store for me, lots of flavours I've yet to try.. Those are enough to satisfy my cravings for doughnuts. :)
http://www.donutempire.com.sg!

Yesterday, I tried a very nice food! And here it is...

GREEN TEA WITH RED BEAN SNOW ICE & TAKOYAKI !

At first was pretty reluctant to try it cause it has red beans. But after trying out the green tea, I'm totally obsessed with the taste! And it really tastes well with red bean. You must really try it! Ate the Milo Snow Ice once too and its yumX100 too!!! Got mine from DesertStory as usual, tell me if there're any other nice places to try all these! Takoyaki is the forever love.

Didn't have alot of sleep last night boo. Eyes getting smaller uh. I DONT LIKE. ): Anw, Magnus cousin came over today! He's damn funny! All that happened was really retarded but I still laughed. Ended up watching FamilyGuy then he went to play his Pokemon -.- Fyi, he's the same age as me. My plan to complete a few h/w fail. BOOO! But great day too!

And this afternoon and I received a mail...

And it contained....

WHOOOO!!! Damn cute, I (heart) it. Hehe. The person included a small gift, thanks!
http://lainlainplushieparadise.blogspot.com

Other than that, I also painted my nails baby pink! It's plain now but gonna do more to it very soon :))

Really well-spent days. And that's somehow the second week of my holidays. Third week just started and I'm really anticipating it! Meeting up with my lovelies!!! Happy me! Half of my holidays gone and I didn't feel that it was wasted at all. 2 more weeks and it's gonna be the start of school aww. Great too, can see my girlfriends :) Talking bout that, I left Chinese Composition, Chinese Book Review, 8write-ups. GRRR. Can someone help me do my chinese! >:(

Have been eating alot recently too = fats!!!!! I'm gonna cut down on those unhealthy food I'm eating (Hopefully....) and enjoy again after our height and weight is measured. :P Then I get to indulge in all these food once again hehe. Going gym with cousin and sister tmrw morning! Hope I don't oversleep. :X

KAY GOOD NIGHT!!♥

52.

2010-06-10T22:27:00.000+08:00

Just wait for awhile more babe. I'm really too tired today to update anything proper. Leaving with a picture, bye!

51.

2010-06-09T22:15:00.005+08:00

A crane goes up high and stays there. Rain or shine, it still stays high up there. However, there also comes a time when machinery break down and they need to be repaired.

Get it?
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Nah it's okay if you don't. Today had been a great day so was yesterday but ya know what! I'M RUNNING OUT OF TIME RIGHT NOW. I wanna go catch GLEE thus more updates tmrw!

I did some h/w today. I left 8write-ups on picture discussion and CHINESE. Oh no.

Today's really awesome!!! Come back tmrw to find out more, hehe. Thanks SiuHui, X. Delua NataDeCoco. HAHA.

No matter how strong you are, faced with a blow, time is a contributing factor to being back to who you used to be. Heart, needs to be repaired.

XOXO.

50.

2010-06-07T22:34:00.001+08:00

For a single moment I want to feel like the universe isn't about to crush on me,
And my heart isn't about to explode.
I would kiss you and tell you I love you,
And ask you not to go.

I'm dedicating this picture to you,

I've put my formspring back at the side of the blog. Direct link here : http://www.formspring.me/AlicialalaTyx

xoxo.

49.

2010-06-07T00:43:00.006+08:00

It’s an amazing feeling when you find the boy who, you know, no matter what happens, you two will always make it through everything, all the hard times because you love each other that much.
When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
When she misses you, she’s hurting inside.
When she says it’s over, she still wants you to be hers.
When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don’t let her go.
When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
When she ignores you, give her your attention.
When she pulls away, pull her back.
When you see her at her worst, tell her she’s beautiful.
When you see her crying, just hold her and don’t say a word.
When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
When she’s scared, protect her.
When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
When she steals your favorite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
When she doesn’t answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
Don’t let her have the last word.
Don’t call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
Say you love her more than she could ever love you. Argue that she is the best girl ever.
When she’s mad, hug her tight and don’t let go.
When she says she’s OK, don’t believe it, talk to her about it, because 10 yrs later she’ll still remember it.
Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
Treat her like she’s all that matters to you.
Don’t ignore her when she’s out with you and your friends.
Stay up all night with her when she’s sick.
Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid. Let her into your world.
Let her wear your clothes.
When she’s bored and sad, hang out with her
Let her know she’s important.
Kiss her in the pouring rain.
When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; “Who’s ass am I kicking today baby?”
After she reads this, she hopes one day you’d read it too.
Will you do all these?
It's a long list, and do you know that it's all so true?
Credits to whoever.
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I'm back after having a marvellously delicious MILO SNOW ICE. Didn't snap a photo of it but I assure you, it's freaking (Y). I got mine from Desert Story, go google it or something!

Holidays are boring ok. It's mostly for me to get more sleep and also, more fats. )): I have to meet up with my sweeties soooooon! Even if it's just for a simple meal or anything. Can't waitttt. Thinking of it, I haven't done anything productive recently. Well, besides studying. Cross my fingers I'll be able to finish up my h/w by this week.

Great video yeah? She has such a great voice. Probably the next Justin Bieber? No sarcasm intended seriously. You people are just jealous that others are famous but you aren't. *Roll eyes* I have nothing against Justin Bieber, he's actlly pretty talented! But I'm not crazy over him too yeah.

Oh and talking bout this -start of rant- You get formspring/nuffnang then boom! Everyone seems to do the same thing too. So irritating. Yes CC mentioned it also and I'm mentioning it too! Even worse I see those newbies with nuffnang having this line, 'click on my nuffnang ads please' at the end of every post/everywhere on the blog. -inserts sian face- Fyi, I got my formspring.com(Now it has changed to formspring.me/formstack) on Dec thou I hardly touch it and got my nuffnang probably last june/may. (Ok lah I admit my earnings are very little up till now. ): )

Oh and I changed my comments box to a guest book. GUESS WHO WAS THE FIRST TO COMMENT ON IT! So unexpecteddd. I'll talk more bout you soon hehe. Was so shocked to see your comment okkk, totally make me laughed. THANKS CHOCHO. :)

Not much plans for this week though. Gonna just study and stuff againn. I wanna chat more with you. Gonna study with SiuHui on Wednesday I guess! Then we shall go get our doughnuts again. HEEEE. (Y) Tuesday and Friday gonna go for CCA and probably meeting up with someone for lunch on Thursday. I guess that's pretty much all. And I wanna do something special hmmm.

I feel hungryyweee. Light supper before I go to bed, night!

No offence intended in any part of the post :)

P/S: I'm considering putting up my formspring again, should I?
P/S/S: I (L) my earrings. Did you notice it in my photo? HEHE.

48.

2010-06-03T23:26:00.001+08:00

Today I basically wasted my whole day by sleeping for a total of 17h. (Y) Nose still running like a tap S: But am feeling better after sleeping.

I think this is getting a lil out of control cause you're not here anymore. Who cares. I think I am just gonna continue being like this.

I felt so empty this morning when I woke up, it's as if I was still in my lalaland but I was awake. Couldn't remember what day today was anyway. I just wanna continue sleeping or keep myself occupied with work. Weird feeling. It's like telling me to not remember something... OH I KNOW WHY THIS FEELING.

CCA tmrw and hopefully I don't oversleep. I'm pretty sure tmrw will be kind of tiring. Really lazy to talk too. I probably need more jokes from my juniors but hopefully they will be more disciplined tmrw. There's always this nice bunch of people(L) but also some irritating ones.

Shall go and enjoy my coffee & waffle before getting back to sleep. Tmrw will be a much more productive day I hope..

P/S: Changed my comments to a guest book! Clickclickclick.

47.

2010-05-31T23:18:00.002+08:00

-I got really irritated with people who got to hug you today, because for once they held my world.

If there’s one thing I hate, it’s not knowing what’s wrong with someone and all you want to do is make them feel better.
If there’s one thing I hate, it’s knowing that my mind naturally gravitates towards the negative and not being able to stop it.
If there's one thing I hate, it's people who criticise things, who can't take criticism.
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Yawn. I'm sick again. 3rd week and counting! Boobooboo (N) It makes me feel tired 24/7. Need to go for long sleep again. And I finished my medicines alrd so I should be ok now but I'm not. :( And I'm lazy to go get more medicines cause I'm pretty sure I won't complete it. After I stop eating my medicine fr some time, I'll get sick again. Cyclecyclecycle.

Boring @ home these few days anyway. Didn't get to do much too cause I'm sick and lalala. I think I'll be able to complete all h/w except Chi by this weeek. HAHA. Someone help me do?!?!?! Done with Maths and Science h/w alrd. Starting on English. (Y) CCA tmrw too! Wanna go but dont wanna go. For different reasons...

Okeee now I want muffins/cupcakes/chocolates/doughnuts/ice-cream/sushi/Cheese waffle/Cheese fries/Chicken puff. Random food tht come to my mind and I'm gonna satisfy my cravings one by one whoo!

YAY I MADE A WISH ON 11:11 :))))

Time for me to go to sleep. Don't wanna wake up late tmrw, fyi woke up at 2pm+ tdy. Crazyzzx boom. Night!

P/S: Oh I just sneeezed really badly. Booo! :|

Credits:http://www.iwrotethisforyou.me/2010/05/medicine-is-sickness.html

46.

2010-05-30T01:56:00.003+08:00

Honestly, you promised.
But no one said that promises won't be broken.
No one said that promises would last forever.
No one said that you weren't lying when you said that you'll keep to your promises.
No one said I shouldn't pin hopes on your promises.
No one was able to predict that you'll break the promise.

No one.
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I THINK I'M THAT CRAZY FOR SAYING THIS BUT I'M STILL GONNA SAY IT!
I HAVEN'T STAYED UP TILL SO LATE FOR BERRRYY LONG!
-gives retarded face-

I know it's stupid thank you. But all I remembered that the last time I stayed up so late was to rush my homework/wtvr. Anyway, it was just unpleasant! Never felt so great staying up for a long time. SERIOUSLY! On second thought. Probably I should go to bed soon too. Needa wake up early tmrw! Eesh. Nevermind. Alarm clock would do the job. Damn, I'm so fickle-minded nowadays! @:

Anyway. I did mention some stuff bout my results in my previous posts. I realised I left out alot of things except the part on terrible results. I GOT EXCELLENT FOR MY CONDUCT. Gay shit. I didn't know how I managed to attain it ok. Crazy. S: And remarks were all positive! Happyee.

I managed to do another thing too! Finishing my maths h/w though holidays have just started! (Y) Plans are to complete all h/w by second week and the rest of holiday for revising/SHOPPING/SLEEPING. :) Great if I'm able to stick to it. And on a side note, have been reading Eclipse recently. Keep yr comments to yrself. I am just READING it. -peace-

To-do-list.

Shopping! GREATSINGAPORESALE IS THE BOOMZ. Love it, whrever I go I see discounts etc. Hehee. First shopping trip with mama today. Got myself one jacket and new pair of shoes! Gonna go fr more shopping soon too I think, I LIKE. :D
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Drifted from quite a number of people recently, I noticed. Really needa catch up with you, you and you. Have been too busy with life and everything. Leaving out a few people slowly one by one, but at the same time, getting close to a few others too. Somehow realised who were those that are there for me always, those that are there for me when I needed them, and those that are there when they needed me. Those that were there.

Nevertheless, all of you have made an impact on my life and whether good or bad, I still thank you for being a friend of mine, be it the past or the present. I've learnt to let go of everything. Wht's the point of holding on to hatred, betrayal, sadness, unfairness and etc. Live life happily! Gonna clear everything off, and gonna let things go as they are supposed to be, hopefully.

BFFLs. I MISS YA ALL ALOT!!! SI XUAN! WAN HAN! SHEILA! MEET UP SOON BABES. H2H AND EVERYTHING. LOVE ALL THREE OF YOU TO THE MAXIMUM. <3
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I think I missed out something again as usual but it's getting late and I should sleep! Breakfast tmrw with Xenia & Priscilla sist. NIGHT.

P/S: Fredd! Ok hi you want me to mention you here so here you go! Continue working hard in yr studies ok! Lalala. You shld sleep earlier also lah. & Don't call me a doughnut anymore!

45.

2010-05-28T00:18:00.000+08:00

HAPPYY BIRTHDAY MUMMMYYYYYY!

Thanks for everything small little thing that you've done for me for the past 13years of my life. You're always there and forgiving at all times. Shopping is always great with you around! I just wanna let you knw you're the best mum I could ever have. No matter how many quarrels we have and everything, I still love you very much. <3!

44.

2010-05-26T23:15:00.001+08:00

I ♥ DONUTS!!!

Yes! Went all the way to Causeway on Tuesday to get my dear donuts. Veryyy crazy craving for it yeah. Yums. Siuhui! You enjoyed it too right hehe. :)

Past few days were fulfilling(?) Lots of stuff happened and lazy to go into detail. Probably another day or never. Oh on a happy note, school holidays started! Not going for PTM tmrw, which means I received my report book today. Terrible results. Well, work harder next semester then. Haven't lost motivation yet. :)

5months passed just like this. Fast? Yes. Next semester gonna be alot harder. Expect more things to come in the way, and everything. Hope I'll be able to cope. Which I doubt so. :X Must study hard!!! No more distractions. Saying that, gonna start holiday h/w asap asap!!!!! No last minute again, I hope!

Crazy obsession with food recently! But well, food makes one happy ^-^ I really love donuts now. Sushi still on my list. Not forgetting coffee and lots of others. And I miss my chocolates and everything. Still haven't fully recover yet but I'm gonna indulge in all these food like very soon. I keep forgetting to eat my medicines anyway. I guess I'll be sick very soon again. Ah well. Shall just wait until that time comes.

More tmrw I guess, abrupt end.

):

43.

2010-05-23T22:28:00.005+08:00

Letting go of someone you love is not the same as not loving them. Letting go of them is one thing, not loving them is another.

Did you know when the person you like looks at you & and then looks down, they're crazy about you?
Did you know that when a person looks at you directly in the eyes they love you more than you think?
Did you know when they leave, they say bye too much because they don't want to let you go?
I am the person.

I cry for the time that you were almost mine. I cry for the memories I've left behind. I cry for the pain, the lost, the old. I cry for the times I miss the old you.
Do you know?

I caught a brief glimpse of love's promise, but yet, its was broken. I hoped again and again for things to be back to how it used to be, but nothing changed.
I still continued deceiving myself that one day, I'll get what I hope for.

I feel incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, if life was worth all the work it took to live, what exactly made it worth it? What’s so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What's so great about being in the reality? What’s so great about feeling and dreaming?
What's so great about life?

I miss you but I'm going to tell myself that I still can carry on strong without you with me.

p/s:

Someone get me a doughnut!! I need/want it to sweeten up my life. Will hug whoever who gets me one. HAHA. (L) I would (heart) it with a cup of coffee.

42.

2010-05-20T22:06:00.001+08:00

Fact: Had been living in the lie, not wanting to face up the truth cause I'm afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.
Conclusion: I'm finally gonna pick up the broken pieces myself, stand up and face everything once again, and isolate myself from any of these, had enough.

Yes, I'm facing everything bravely. (Y)

So rare right!?!?!? Updating for two days in a row, should be credited lah!

Today, me is happy girl. :))))))))))) So happy to be back in schl! Like meeting the usual people. Had a great day though it was just-another-school-day. Was feeling giddy like mad in th morning, managed to skip the run though. Stamina gonna drop like shyt. Felt better in the afternoon, but got worse in the evening. :S Kinda better now. Still feeding on lots of medicine like it's my staple food. ): Haven't been having great food like chocolates! ): X100. Yes yes, I'm hungrweeee nw. When I recover, shall indulge in all these yums. <3

Anyway! I'm suppperr disappointed with results! Ok I think I've been repeating this for quite a few times but still! All/Most subjects dropped from A's to B's. LIKE BOO. )))): Gotta work alot harder alicia! Gogogo! Holiday, must study. Serious! (And I'm so desperate to see my overall marks fr all subjs. Wished I won't have to see it but wht's the point of keeping yrself in suspense.)

On a brigheter note, tmrw will be a great day! Lessons will practically be watching movies/slacking/etc. Then lunch before CCA Meeting at 3pm. Looking forward to it since forever!!! People around me should know. Have been telling everyone thatttt. Then Shreeeeeeeeek with a group of lovely people yay ^^ Can't wait! And cause I've been at home for so long or resting so much, I can't wait to go out!

Stars & Hearts = Pretty <3

Done almost 100stars and hearts already. Sudden obsession with it. Lovely things. :))

Ok hope my voice won't be so sexyy again tmrw & no more coughing like a mad dog. Night!

41.

2010-05-19T16:38:00.003+08:00

It’s not about how hard you hit, it’s about how hard you can get hit
It’s not about the mistake, it’s about the lesson
It’s not about what you get, it’s about what you give
It’s not about how you do it, it’s about how you feel doing it
It’s not about yesterday, it’s about today
It’s not about making the wrong choices, it’s about choosing to do nothing at all
It’s not about who leaves, it’s about who stays

It's not about who you love, it's about who loves you as much as you love them.

No matter how much you love him, if it's a one-sided love, it just wouldn't work out. What's left for you to do? Forget every single perfect memory and move on. Since he had already move on, why can't you?

Sometimes, you really gotta think back about the mistakes you've made. Probably it's not entirely your fault but still, you had a part in it. Don't always blame others for whatever that has happened, blame yourself instead. For being stupid and letting yourself make the mistake though you were warned beforehand. You could have learnt from it, but you're still so stubborn to continue to make the same mistake again.

If you're just gonna look at the situation in one perspective, nothing's gonna work out. You'll stubbornly think that you're in the right, and not think bout other factors that will in a way affect the way the situation is in. Then you'll start avoiding and running away, lying to yourself that everything will be okay in the end, when it obviously won't be if you just leave it there hanging in the mid-air.

And finally you found courage to face up the fact, but still, you can't figure out where to start over and the whole thing repeats again and again, like a never-ending cycle. Who will be able to stop it? Only you. And apparently at this point of time, you would have come to a conclusion that nothing's worth fighting for.

And then you'll be left in this mess, alone.

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Didn't attend school today, still feeling really sick. :S Dragged myself to school on Monday and Tuesday just to get back my papers. Ended up sleeping in class most of the time. Finally gave in and stayed at home today to rest. Not sure whether I'll be able to go to school tmrw too.

Got back most of the impt papers. Didn't do well and deproved for most of them. No point crying over spilt milk, shall just work alot harder during holidays, serious. Depressing results please. Even Science which I studied like mad for it didn't turn out really well too. ): Urgh okay must study hard gogogo!

Just realised holidays will start like next week! Fast, 5months gone just like this. Everyday's like school, study, home, study, sleep. Though times spent with loved ones were great like yes. <3

Slept fr like 15+h yet I'm stil tired. Energy level is so low that I can't even type at my norm speed. Gonna go back to lalaland again. Bye.

Deviantart

40.

2010-05-16T23:30:00.005+08:00

SICKK!!!!!!

Damn. Unexpected yet expected. Stress due to exams and etc, sun rain and etc etc etc! Making me into this state nowww. Realised I always get sick after exams, I wanna get back all papers myself!!! Having fever on and off while my throat is killing me and giving me a very sexy voice with the flu bug catching me soon! S:

Still attended PVP ytd though wasn't in a good condition. Scores were even better than those during competition... And well,

AWESOME LIKE YES! (Y)

Great day with all these people : Sandra, Darren, ChangWee, Sebast, Zhen Yi, Joshua, Irfan, JinYang. (Hopefully didnt miss out any) Whooo! That's why we rock. :) Lots of people looked at that. Hahaha! Great day yo.

Exams. I dont think I'll do well for this SA1 ): Lots of things happened during exams. And was hard to concentrate. Top 10 position mst probably gone after getting back some papers boooo. Still getting back English Letter Writting & Summary & Oral, Chinese Compo & Letter Writting, Science, Maths P1 & P2, Geog, Art, Home Ec, Literature Portfolio(?). Hopefully I'll do well for the others. Not much confidence in some papers..

Cross my fingers that I'll be okay tmrw to go to school. Night.

Deviantart

39.

2010-05-14T22:29:00.007+08:00

Lovelovelove.

Whhy didn't I post earlier? Thanks to my parents who confiscated my laptop right after exams, yayy lah.

Promised to post up bout the Nationals so here it comes! Only putting up a few nice peektures alot more on facebook :)

Results for all the games, click to enlarge. Yeah. I know it's lousy S:

To me, this competition was really a good one. Though not everyone did exceptionally well but we all know, we tried our best! Overall we got a position of 11th for girls and 10th for guys. It isn't exactly bad but we can do alot better! I admit I didn't concentrate much on the four days of competition, but I would like to thank who wished me good luck, those who cheered me on and tell me to not be disappointed. ;) And too, the coach & MrDamian fr giving me encouragement & advices. Thanks alot! :D I'll do better in the next nationals/other competitions. Gonna buck up srslyyy. To C'div, we're the best and WE ROCK!!!!! <3

SWISS BOWLING FTW!!!!!!!!

Me & Adilllaaa! Best partners! <3

Oppppppppps!

Dreidel!

Clarissa and Syasya!

ZhuEn!

Nanaaaaaa!

Adillaaaa!

Me!

Syasya, Mr damian & Clarrisa!

Total pin-fall difference = 1!! Ours on the right.

Most Sec1's guys! ALL DIFFERENT EXPRESSIONS. COOL HOR.

Me, ChoonZin & Dreidel at the fitness corner! Opps sorry dreidel! :X

K PVP tmrw I don't wanna go but cant find someone replace me! Tsk. Shall just go and hope it'll be nice. Next post on exams etc. :) Nights!

38.

2010-05-03T23:17:00.006+08:00

I'll still love you like how a fat kid loves food.

Cause that's just how stupid I am.

Opps. Don't think I'll be able to post up on Nationals so soon, probably after MYE cause I'm really busy mugging and stuff now ): But back for a really short update before I go to sleep!

Can't remembered what I did for ELPaper1 but wrote crap for the entire MTPaper1 :X
After ELPaper1 my leg was infected cause the place was too dusty/dirty. Tlly pissed & didn't know my skin was that sensitive
Found my old diary!!!(L) Written from 2006-2008. Before I stepped into blogger.
Lessons for last week was tiring. All subjs rushing up stuff. Except geog. Luv Ms H.
Mugged for the whole weekend plus today. Pretty fruitful gonna study more throughout the week

That summarised the past few days I thinkk. MYE has started and gonna continue on thursday!!!! For a week. And I haven't started on Art Prep work. Die. Hate art boo. :X Geog and ELPaper2 up first. Gogogo!

Gonna be away until probably next Thursday when my papers & oral ends. Gonna post bout Nationals asap after I'm back so stay tuned! Meanwhile leave yr messages ty. :)

Ohhh! My long-lost diary. Searched for it and looked through it though it was pretty dusty which made my infection worse but who cares. Obviously I changed the cover :X Your voice is the password to 'enter'. Even records the date! And got light leh! And I even bought another book with a lock and keep the key inside! Old times haha.

My current MSN! Pinkpinkpink I like!

K, all the best for yr MYEs people!

P/S: Sleep Paralysis. Physiologically, sleep paralysis is closely related to REM atonia, the paralysis that occurs as a natural part of REM (rapid eye movement) sleep. This leaves the person fully conscious but unable to move. Possible causes: Increased stress, Sleep deprivation, a lucid dream that immediately precedes the episode and etc.
Source: Wiki

37.

2010-04-25T22:51:00.002+08:00

拥有时不回珍惜,失去后就拿不回了。

I am in the mood to update my blog ley!!! :) Ok so another hectic weeeek urggh.

Monday and tuesday competition and didn't do well opps. Didn't really bother alrd so yah. Gonna post up peektures taken during the four days of competition. Missed out alot of lessons though ): Had a hard time trying to catch up and stuff. Oh before I forget,

GO SWISS BOWLING!!! (L)

Insert lots of love! Dedications/Reflections on the competition in the next post.

Wednesday had my first and only 2.4km Run. Actlly we're supposed to run three times but since I missed the first run due to muscle strains and second run due to competition, only ran one time in the end! :)) Cant rlly remember my timing but it's ard 15.30 I think. Sucks timing as I didn't fun for like 3weeks omg >:O Whole day damn tired please. Slept right aft I got home.

Thursday was another busy day. Ran mad fast for ET. Like all 10rounds ranging frm 42-52seconds. (Y) Alot of people were shocked and I didn't feel REALLY tired after it also. Reasons. Shh. Geog test was ok I think. Hopefully I do well. Lessons ended and had to find teacher to settle some time. Took up my whole lunch time and went for maths extra lessons straight. Ended at around 4pm before I went to get Double Choco Frappé. All time love. Tried finishing up my Lit Portfolio till like 3am. Nice one. But still didn't manage to complete it. Don't remember sleeping at all that night.

Friday was drama. Shh. Did Lit Portfolio in the morning againn. Maths test was pretty ok too I guess. Damn I want back the tests now :S Worried lah. Library after school, managed to find a nice book but haven't really started reading it yet. Double Choco Frappé again <3. Had a good night sleep like finally. But still not enough :@@@

Saturday's a good dayyy! Overslept though. Opps. Isn't it funny how quick you can get out of bed when you realised that you've overslept? Haha! Tuition then back home. Had a good rest in the afternoon and finished doing Maths Mock Papers at night. Yay yay yay.

Today planned to finish art but obviously failll. Boo. I don't like art. Finished up Chinese W/s though. Rest of the day resting and etc.

My whole week is only school then work then maybe sleep. No life. ): Especially when SAs is starting this Wednesday. Paper 1's. Hopefully I don't run out of ideas or something, need to do revision tmrw. Gonna go home straight after school tmrw and start mugging againnnz. OH! Remembered that I think I have to perform PW tmrw and prepared nothing for it. Goodgame.

I can expect this week to be really busy again. With SAs adding in. Need to manage time well srsly. And have to do well for this SA..

Ending this post with a peekture telling you what I spent my eight Wednesday's on.

Tchoukball!!!

Luuvvv the coaches and I'm starting to miss the lessons alrd! ): Although it was under the sun. Wrong location please. Miss crapping with Yellow, Yellow and Brrr-blue! Also those cold jokes Coach Dior(Sp?) always tells us! Didn't really participate actively but I enjoyed the eight lessons! WHOOOO <3Photo credits to: http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=153980&id=376984788296

Kay next post gonna be about 17th Cdiv Nationals! Pictures and words. Stay tuned!

P/S: Visits dropping like mad. Readers come back!

36.

2010-04-19T21:56:00.003+08:00

I AM TIRED!!! :S

Hi henry. Like you I'm very tired too. ): Caffeine obviously isn't working for me. And I still have lotsa stuff to complete. I think I shall just throw them aside. AND GO TO SLEEP.

I think as expected, screwed up evrythingg during competition today. AS EXPECTED RIGHT. Even if I do well tmrw, I don't think I'll be able to do THAT well to pull up my overall average. Just gonna do my best, I hope. So SA1 is next week and I'm still busy with this and that, tedious. Really tedious. And I don't like living life this way. So stressed omgz.

Bye.

35.

2010-04-15T23:56:00.002+08:00

Missing you isn't the problem, it's hoping you'll come back that's killing me.

Haven't been in the best condition for the past few days. I realised the weather is either too hot/ too cold. Global Warming ah. Oh, though it's pretty late, I don't feel like sleeping yet and I don't have plans to do my LiteratureTasks so, hi blogger!

Past few days have been reallyyy tiring. And ya know what, SA1 is starting next next week. It's like maddd near. And I'm still struggling with handling things. Oppps.

Monday was competition in the late morning yeahz. Didnt really do well, screwed up my last game with a very pathetic score. Probably the lowest ever I've gotten in a competition. Obviously wasn't satisfied with the score. Thanks to all who tried to cheer me up ^^ Reached back school at about 4.30pm and went off to lot 1 with Dreidel to nomnomnom. Really had a great chat with her, whooo I like!

It was diffcult to survive Tuesday. Still really tired from monday's competition. Managed to try to keep myself awake for whole day, I think. Assembly dragged till like 2.30pm. Had mac for lunch before heading home and then completing this and that h/w. Especially NYAA which took up alot of my time. Wrote ALOT. Don't know whyy too. Font size is as small as this. O:

Reached school in the early morning for competition againn on Wednesday. Had fun taking peektures with people! Gonna continue taking more for the next two days of competition. I (think) I did improve abit and was quiteeee consistent but average still wasn't that good... Obviously, not satisfied again. First game, some pacer hit my last finger on my right. Pain like yes. Then third game I hit my left ankle. Fourth game my leg hit onto the same place on my ankle that was hurt. Didnt know how I did that too. Ouch.

Coach & Teacher-in-charge were focussing quite alot on me and Adilla. They were really encouraging, adilla and a few others too. :) I admit, for the past two days of competition, I didn't put up my best performance and did not concentrate well enough. I think I disappoint coach & teacher once again. Felt really badd.

Thanks to all who were telling me that there's still another chance and trying to make me laugh. Haha great people, thanks ^^ Went back to class and totally don't understand whatever that was taught in Science gaaah. Maths extra lesson after that and was sleepyyy and tiredd. Went back home pretty late againn.

Today was another oh-so-sleepy day. Tired from yesterday's competition and staying up to finish up my work. Slept through art, opps. Lessons as usual then Napfa after school. My ankle affected my ShuttleRun ): But I got A for Incline Pull-Up, Sit-Up & Sit-and-Reach yay! Standing board jump as usual cant do well. -.- Only a C for thatttt. So that's a total of two C's and three A's. Hit the 21points mark. Just needa get C and above for 2.4km run yay! :) I can say hi to my gold award heee.

Tmrw's gonna be another long day. Lessons till 12.15pm then Literature Extra Lessons from 1.30pm til 2.30pm before going for Science Consultation and maybe Maths too. Then going to bowl after that or else I cant imagine what's gonna happen on monday's competition. Opps, just realised I have a treasure map on geog due tmrw. Oh well. I need my sleep more.

Alot to do during the weekends. I can slowly start listing them out already. Probably gonna be back again during th weekends, and by then I'll be worried on how well I'll do for monday's competition...

Xoxo.

34.

2010-04-11T22:13:00.002+08:00

WISH ME ALL THE BEST FOR NATIONALS TOMORROW!!!

Tmrw's the first day for Bowling C'div Nationals. I'm just gonna do my best, all the best to all Swiss Bowlers participating! Let's do our best okay! Espically c'div girls, we can do it! <3

Blogger is pretty screwed and I think there's something wrong with my internet and I'm feeling giddy and I'm not sure if my leg has fully recovered thus I need to rest, now!!!

Sorry for not putting up a proper update but readers come back! I'll find time though really busy this week

Monday,
School in the morning, Nationals in the afternoon.

Tuesday,
NAPFA 2.4km(Mst probably), School.

Wednesday,
Nationals in the morning, school, then Maths Extra Lessons.

Thursday,
School in the morning, NAPFA 5 stations, Lit Extra Lessons.

Friday,
School, Consultation with teachers if needed.

On top of all these there are h/w to be completed, projects and etc. Omg. And SA1 is like in two weeks time!!! Help.

Abrupt end, nights.

33.

2010-04-10T23:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YANEEEEEEEEEEEE!<3
Opps, that was the only picture I could find of youu :X Anyway! Happy 15th birthday girl! All the best in everysingleminithing you do! You were really surprised by the surprise eh? Hahahha! Thanks for being there as a great friend!

OH I CAUGHT 1111 YAY. :)

BusyBusyBusy for the past few days. Got alot to talk about, will update tmrw. Wanna get a good night rest &to rest my leg too.

Nights.

It's not what I feel for you; it's what I don't feel for anyone but you.

32.

2010-04-04T21:41:00.005+08:00

It’s so hard to let go. Why? Because both roads seem to lead to perpetual despair.

As promised, back.
Instead of focussing on my oh-so-boring life, have something interesting to share! Damn, was so amazeddz by it.

First, Swarovski Contact Lenses!

COOL RIGHTTT! You have seen coloured contact lenses, now this one is special! LIKE VERY. As mentioned in the picture above, the Swarovski Crystals are fused into the contact lens. Imagine having blings on your eyes. I want! (Y)!!!

Source: http://mamimagazine.com/wordpress/?p=2689

Second, Diamond Encrusted iPad!

Ok, I'll never think of owning this. Not really into iPad but this makes the whole thing looks so fabbb. Price? Approx: $19,999. But omg, it's really very nice!

Source: http://www.oaklanemagazine.com/?p=909

Third, iPhone!

Gosh, another marvellous device you'll want to own. Same, not really into iPhone but I wouldnt mind if I can get that one on top! Diamonds diamonds and more diamonds. There's still a crown version of it! I'm sure that'll look as good/better than this. Price again? Approx: $108,880.

Source: http://www.mamimagazine.com/wordpress/?p=6148

Lastly, Swarovski Coated Bicycle

Named: Swarovski Coated Bicycle for her. Gosh, so sweet. Indeed very stylish, and ya know what? It contains 8000 Swarovski Crystals!!!! Like omg right.

Source: http://www.mamimagazine.com/wordpress/?p=5947

Conclusion : Diamonds are the best. (Y)!

Okay back to reality. Sports day was on Thursday. Disappointed. ): Got 4th in position. Pulled the team down. Oppss. :X I'll train harder for next year's SportsDay. Gonna train earlier(Dec) and join more eventss! House spirit was very strong on that day to me, I like! Brown ftw!

Hmm. Other than that nothing that interesting happened. I wanna catch Date Night!

That'll be if I have the time. Pretty packed this week as expected. Tests coming up, more and more projects getting due etc. Busy life. Until I cant spare 1.5h a week to watch my drama. Pathetic shyt. Downloaded it into my phone to watch anyway. :)

OK I JUST REALISED I HAVE SCIENCE TEST ON TUESDAY LIKE YAY!

Damn, I really have to do well for that one. Serious. Tmrw no time to find tcher for consultation. (N) Wish me all the best.Now gonna go study for Science & Chinese. I know tests are coming up for those two subjs. I'll try to update whenever I have time to spare.

P/S: My thigh muscles have been very pain since after SportsDay. If it's muscle ache, shouldnt last that long eh? O:

[edit]
5April, 9:16pm
Today during PE lesson, 5 stations. Aft PE still act tough and then kept doing standingboardjump cause I'm not statsified with my results. And now I hope I can walk tmrw. Wl. I still not happy with my standard. NEED TRAIN! Including shuttle run & inclined pull up also. Dang my weakness yes. Hit 5pts for sit and reach yay :)

K, please be nice to me if I cant walk properly tmrw ): Really very pain.
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xoxo.

31. Tomorrow!

2010-03-31T22:11:00.000+08:00

SPORTS DAY TOMORROW!!!

Very excited for it! Participating in 4X100m Relay. Didnt train enough ): But still, will perform my best! Hope that everything will be ok!!

Bear with me for the short posts cause I'm really veryyy busy. Promise for a proper one this weekend. Hehe. K, I gotta rest now, need energy for tmrw!

ALL THE BEST TO ME!!!!

The thing I hate the most is not knowing what is happening, but knowing that something is happening.

30. Very Busy.

2010-03-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

Sometimes when things are shattered into pieces, we just try to fix up as much as we can.

This blogger of yours had been very busy for the past few days yes. Just completed Geog Project, still have Science W/B, Chinese W/B, NYAA booklet to complete like yay.

Sports Day on Thursday hope I dont screw it up please. O: Will be back soon I hope, bye!

Oh and fyi, my life is so screwed.

29. School

2010-03-24T09:30:00.003+08:00

In school computer lab now and apparently I have no mood to do anything.
HEATS later after school. Quite a few stuff to complete by this week. Got competition team yesterday too. Pretty ok with it. Not feeling well now :S

I hate school. No point going like srsly.

Going off, bye.

28. First Day, Term 2.

2010-03-22T22:11:00.001+08:00

Avoiding doesn't make things any better, avoiding isn't a solution, but sometimes all you can do is just to avoid.

Oh damnnn! It's late againn. I want my sleep cause I didnt sleep well last night. Ok, shall summarise my holidays.

Monday, Wednesday
Spent my time away by trying to complete my h/w which was quite fail as expected. Did do some though. And watched Down With Love episode after episode. Lovelove. Now I dont even get time to watch it, boo.

Tuesday, Friday
Day was pratically spent at CCA. Hmmm. Both days were ok. Only on friday was selection, scary. >( Dont know the teams yet, just gonna train hard, not much time left..

Thursday!
Watched Alice in the Wonderland 3D with my cousins! Then rushed to meet up with a few bowling people! Had funn that day ^^ Crapped alot. OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY SANDRA! <3 Idk how many times I said this but this is veryyy belated. LOL.

Watched How to Train Your Dragon 3D. Omg, got damn dizzy after two 3D movies. Both were very nice! I LOVE TOOTHLESS. That main dragon in the movie. DAMN CUTE. Resembles stitch tooo! <3 Will upload a group photo after I get it :)

Today was pretty ok. Im gonna get busy with this and that coming up. Alot of projects and stuff due too. Noo. O: Needa really juggle my studies,cca and other activities well. Common Test will be soon, SA1 is in like one month's time? Scared. Hope I dont screw it up. :/

I think I'll need someone to hold me up if I ever faint anywhere anyhow. Really feeling very weak these few days, I dont like! ):

This week, quite a few things to attend.
Tuesday, CCA.
Wednesday, Heats 3pm-6pm
Thursday, PW & Geog Proj to be completed
Friday, Heats 3pm-6pm
Saturday, Tuition 12pm-2pm

Woah. I feel so sian alrd, after seeing th schedule fr the week >:( Adding to all those are h/w. Sec2 isn't a year that you'll be very free, you see.

The sushi man on the left moves when thr's light. Arent they cute!

Ok, really tired now. Bye.

27.

2010-03-22T00:55:00.002+08:00

Trending Topic:
I DONT WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL.

Ok I love(d) school for certain reasons but yes I do dislike it for certain reasons too.

It's gonna be 1am soon and after I pack up my stuff, it'll be maybe 1.30am. And I only have like 4.5h of sleep!!!! Adding to that, I havent finish my holiday h/w which I dont bother, just gonna do it tmrw morning. CAUSE I WANT MY SLEEP.

My health have been pretty unstable these few days too. Very unexpected, will elaborate more tmrw. It's friggin scary, not fun. :/

(P/S: I WAS SO FREAKED OUT BY AN INSECT( looks like a grasshopper? ) WHICH SUDD. APPEARED ON MY FILE AND I TOOK A TISSUE AND CAUGHT IT AND THREW THE TISSUE + INSECT DOWN MY WINDOW. EPICC.)

Oh & Im not happy ))): Very not happy ): Verrrrry. Alot of things fr me to be unhappy about but I must ignore. Ignore.. :/ Hopefully this wont make a bad start for th term/week. Urgh..

Will post more tmrw, tlly not the right time to post especially when I still have school tmrw.

< It'll be nice if you can click on the nuffnang ads if there are any (:

26.

2010-03-16T22:57:00.009+08:00

Tuesdayyy!
Oh I cant believe my fringe is currently clipped up. Goodgirl. Must clap. & I just realised it's pretty late now and I have quite a bit to do before I sleep so yes.

Ok Im getting a bit giddy & I dont know why SSS: Ok hm. Didnt do much for past few days. Weren't that busy for me yet. Next half of the week have to complete up my h/w and etc. including meeting up with friends/cousins. :) Gotta manage my time welllll.

Oh and bowling training today as usual. I admit I wasnt concentrating much, gonna stop slacking srsly :X Coughing like mad woman throughout thou. Urgh. Teacher accused me of eating while bowling after training. Which I didnt ley. Ok yes see Im such a good girl k. :) Got to know a few more juniors too. And they kept stealing my fries, tsk.

Realised I have quite a lot of h/w to complete given my progress. Gotta finish Maths, Sci, Geog & Lit tmrw. Thou' highly impossible but I'm still gonna try. These few days werent that great too, personal reasons. Thanks people for being there when I needed you. (;

Im really stressed out now ): Lost. Confused. At the crossroads once again. It has always been repeating itself. Only getting worse and worse. And more things getting invloved. And it means more missing of you, cause you're not here anymore.

Ok well. Im gonna have mac breakfast tmrw and get some stuff from popular and buying of presents. Having supper then Im going to watch Down With Love again, loves.

Nights.

p/s: Im gonna get sick soon ): Can you believe it's due to what's happening recently? History just keeps repeating eh. Which will just simply means I will get sick every now and then. Yay.

25.

2010-03-12T22:08:00.008+08:00

UPDATES TOMORROW!!! I PROMISE.

1. Cause Im too friggin tired due to only 3h+ of sleep last night.
2. Long day today as usual.
3. I think my right shoulder is injured ):
4. Bowled 4games after school today. Wasnt statsified with th scores but Im picking them up. Just needa pick up my spares.
5. Tiring week. Camp + School + H/w + Proj + Getting back of results + Thisandthat.
6. I have CCKYouthBowlingCompetition tmrw morning. - Must do well!

(Fyi, Im still very active on twitter)

All this = to,

I NEED TO GET MY SLEEP.

So, bye!!! Will edit this post tmrww.

P/S: There hasn't been one day since you left, that I haven't fought the urge to put you back in my life. Imissyou.

[edit]

Ok Im back!
Recently happened a few stuff. So I'll list them outt one by one :)

Camp, 8th to 10th March
I swear it sucked -.- They cant manage the time, unorganised, the food was terrible, everything was oh-so-boring. Place was so dirty, infested with frogs, lizzards, ants, insects & etc. I felt like I went throu an army camp. Weather was like frigginn hot too! @: And they grouped us into our houses... I rather bond with class.

I remembered I was being kidnapped in a game called kidnapped. LOL. One person from each group was being kidnapped and I met people whom I know too! :) Luckily. They chained up our hands, um it's pretty lame eh. End up my whole wrist was bloody hell red -.- Our group had to save us and then sadly. They had to carry us up. MAD SIAO RIGHT!!! Wl. And even up a pretty looong staircase. Shocked like yes. Imagine if they let go or smth. Omg.

High elements/Low elements didnt do anything much. Pretty boring. Boring. Boring. Though the campfire was great!! (Y) Loved it. Was screaming like mad throughout whee~. Camp tee wasnt that nice too.

CCK Youth Competition, 13th March
Okay. I didnt do well for th competition. Partly cause was still very sleepyy and shoulder wasnt in a very good condition. :/ But gained some experience and stuff yeah. SP open up next & Nationals in a month's time! O: Must seriously buck up.

Progress Report
ONE UNDERLINEEEE. ONEEE. UNDERLINEEE.
Cry die me >( Didnt do well for that subj due to changing of teachers which wasted alot of lesson time and stuff. Didnt get to learn the topic well. Got back second test and boom! Just pass. Can expect to see another underline in progress report two ):

On th other hand, I scored pretty well for other subj! 5 A1's, 1 A2, 1 B3! (; B3 is veryyyy near to A2 already so yes I just needa work hard on two subj and maintain the other 6 subj. But still, Im not statsified with what Ihv done over the term, needa work hard, alot more!!!

HOLIDAYS!
Arent really packed for holidays. Still havent counted how much h/w I have to complete. d: But quite alot I guess. Gotta revise throu' alot of stuff too. Got SA1 timetable, gonna work hard!! Holidays wanna meet up with besties!! :) Planning alrd. Wanna get back the sleep I lost too, hehe.

So basically, that's what happened for the past few weeks and stuff. Oh and did I mention the haze or wtvr is getting worse? I dont like!! Everyday see mist only lor. :S Anw, must make full use of this holidayy! Cause term2 isn't a very long time and I guess I'll have more to do in time to come.

Im gonna catch a taiwan drama, Miss No Good and Down with love! :) Jy everyone! Enjoy yr holidays too! :D

Xoxo.

24.

2010-03-07T22:35:00.004+08:00

CAMP TOMORROWW!!!

Ok dont ask me why I'hv MIA for so long. Ty.
Siao only! Idw go camp -.- Ok Im not against camps, but for this one, NO. Like, th whole thing doesnt even sounds interesting to me. And a plus point is the place of the camp. Yeah, it's so perfect. Ok looking at a positive side, hope camp can relax eh. & No stupid groupings. :)

School as usual was busy like crazyy. This that this that. And I still have 2 v. impt test results havent get back!!! Must wait after camp zzz. Worried. Oh and holidays are coming soon!! Got a few compeititions coming up and nationals next month! Busy like yes.

Kkk. Gotta go rest on my lovely bed alrd. More updates when Im back frm my camp.

READERS COME BACK OK!!!! >(
& It'll be lovely for you to leave a comment!

P/S: Back on Wednesday. Long, but wait. :)

23.

2010-02-18T22:35:00.002+08:00

So tonight, Im gonna find a way to make it without you.

HI!!!!!

I promised myself to do a more proper post today! Heh.

Yesterday was terrible I swear! Friggin tired for whole dayy. And worse there's PE & Enrichmentt. Was feeling weak fr like th whole dayy. Sucks ttmx. Reached home pretty late and then still had to do h/w and stuff. Terrible day.

Today wasnt that good. O: Woke up at 5:25am fr no reason.. Went back to sleep then overslept. Joke la. Went to school was somehow half awake too.. Even after like running 3km fr ET, cause we re-run alot of rounds, I was still feeling sleepy. (N) Slept fr quite a number of lessons :X Really too tired, to that stateee. Bought sushi after school though, shiokkz! At least Im free today.. :)

Omg I have random cravings fr things leey. Strawberry Sundae, ~~Mr Bean Icecream~~, ~~Prima Deli's waffle~~, ~~Sushi~~, Hot chocolate & alot more. The list will go one foreverrrr. Heeeee!

Will try to post bout CNY, got photos on hand. Bowling noticeboard still undone. This weekend needa revise more, finish up my notes and etc. 要 jy alreadyyy!!! :)

Ok it's 10:32 now and I planned to sleep at 10.30pm so I wont fall asleep in lessons tmrw or sleeping my tuition time away. :X

So, bye!

P/S: My js-kit very dead. ): Leave a comment lovelys <3